thoughts.
why the hell am i thinking about marriage? i'm only 21......but a bunch of my close friends are.....CRAZINESS
i just feel as though i should be getting ready for it though. fudge sickle.
it was so weird to see jeni up at the altar with sam saying her vows. i have known jeni since she was 16 and scared to get her driver's licence. now she is ready to settle down and raise a family.
NOT ME.
i want to finish college. get my bachelor's in english. teach in the states for a year or two, then move to Spain and teach there. hopefully, i will not be thinking of marriage til i am...oh say...30.
being a female in her early 20s and a christian, people seem to think that you need to get married and pop out a couple of kids and become mrs. beaver. well i say a hell no to that. i need to get my education and learn what God wants me to do before i can devote my life to raising kids and being a wife. it sounds totally selfish, but i need to figure out myself before i settle down to something.
i just feel as though i should be getting ready for it though. fudge sickle.
it was so weird to see jeni up at the altar with sam saying her vows. i have known jeni since she was 16 and scared to get her driver's licence. now she is ready to settle down and raise a family.
NOT ME.
i want to finish college. get my bachelor's in english. teach in the states for a year or two, then move to Spain and teach there. hopefully, i will not be thinking of marriage til i am...oh say...30.
being a female in her early 20s and a christian, people seem to think that you need to get married and pop out a couple of kids and become mrs. beaver. well i say a hell no to that. i need to get my education and learn what God wants me to do before i can devote my life to raising kids and being a wife. it sounds totally selfish, but i need to figure out myself before i settle down to something.