Jun 28, 2004 11:26
I hate being a girl sometimes, the littlest things bother me..and I exagerate too much!
So my problem today is girls.
I got an e-mail from Courtney explaining our little problem. I feel bad, I love and miss her so much....I can't believe I let money come between us...I'M SORRY BABE!
Also...Kay's party was last night! WOOT, DRUNKENESS! It was fun I must say...of course, Cara was invited. And she brought her new best friend, Sam~! I introduced them, Sam is my friend...and then Amy came. And the way they were all acting, was GAY! And I can imagine they all went back to Cara's, and talked shit. Cause everytime I hang out with Cara, she talks about someone. Ilove her, but fuck that. I asked Sam if she wanted to work things out, and she told me she didnt wan't to talk there, and I respect that completely. I just thought BEST FRIENDS, get a second chance, this is the first time we've gotten in an arguement, in the longest time!!!!!! I think it's our first fight!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I already admited I MADE THE MISTAKE, and that it's all my fault.!! What more do I have to do. I'm not perfect......ughhhhhhhhhhh
Cara didn't help the situation...I'm going to stop talking now, cause I'm sure someone will decided to stretch the truth, and this paragraph will turn into, me talking shit. When really, I just wish me amd Sam could be friends again, hmmm.
So yeah.....me and my mom worked things out, and I didn'tr have to go to work~!!!!!!! YAY!! lol..I think i'm quitting.
Cole slept over saturday night, and we went downtown with Mike, Jeff and we drank. It was fun!!!!!!!!!!! He slept over, and we had our fun:D:d and then the next day we went to the pen, went to the park and played soccer, lol!!! and walked to his house!!! Fun times
So today...me and Cole are supposed to do something...Don't know what, but this time I'd like to do something with my friends. It's just I don't have any really.
I LOVE YOU AMY, CARRA, KAYLA AND COURTNEY, AND ASHLEE TOO!! Hun, I'm sorry....I don't know if i'm one of those people, I haven't really been with you when you're driving, but sitll i'm sorry!!! If we ever hang out, wich would be nice.....I'll pay some:D
Well today i'm planning on decorating my room since that's all I want to do, but my dad is too damn lazy to get paint. Oh well..........
talk to you later