This is not a pity post
so I don't want people to treat it that way. I am just frustrated with life right now. Nothing seems to be going right for me. I'm not losing any weight like I want, I have to go back to school and nothing is packed yet, work sucks, and I just feel like I'm standing still and everyone is throwing crap at me and I can't do anything about it. I really should have taken this week off of work. Then I wouldn't feel this way...ha...I made a funny. I would still feel this way no matter what. I have tons of things I need to get done for when I go back to school and forgot about them until last night at midnight. So thats another thing to add to the list of what needs to get done before I go to school. Maybe I should just drop school and work here for the rest of my life. I can find a place that I like better here in town and work there until I get married then just be a stay at home mom. But I know my family wouldn't be happy if I did that and I wouldn't either. Cause that would be taking the easy way out. I HATE THIS!!!!!!!! I just feel like I am alone. I put on a happy face, but I'm not happy. Life just really frustrates me right now. Here I am sitting at work taking a break and I'm crying, yeah, crying at work. I normally am a crier but I can hold it in at work. Not today, the water works have been leaking all day. I don't know what to do sometimes. Especially now. I don't feel like I connect with anyone. I don't know what to do.