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Sep 30, 2007 22:14

what the hell. seriously.

serious advice needed.
its kind of a long story, though...

so kristin and ben are dating. dani and christian are dating. christian and kristin have had past relationships (2) and then decide they want another one. oh, i should mention that kristin and dani are best friends. so kristin breaks up with ben for christian, and he breaks up with dani for her. thats the first "what the hell". wtf who does that??? to their BEST FRIEND. dani, for who knows what reason, forgives kristin. she wanted to be the better person and she sure as hell was. i'd say she was being WAY too nice but whatever.

since summer, kristin has been blowing me off. maybe she doesn't see it. whatever. but its just gotten worse. i've worked at color me mine for about 5 months, today was the first day she came in to visit. for like five seconds because i was driving us to get something to eat. i guess she came, right? i'm almost certain it will be the last time i see her in there. she's visited my dorm once, and she's supposed to be my best friend. what the hell.

kristin and dani fight all the time. kristin claims that dani has been acting weird to her. here's another "what the hell". no freaking kidding! she "stole" her best friend's boyfriend!!! no wonder she's acting weird!! oh, and she blames it on dani. i don't even know why. who knows.

don't worry its just getting better. kristin doesn't like jeremy (boyfriend) because he makes fun of her. come on, he jokes around with everyone! oh, and he made a rude comment to her. well duhh she was bossing people around telling them to do something when she could have very well done it herself. so he told her that she had no right to be telling people what to do. he was right. she won't come see me at work because "he's always there" yeah actually he's not. he hasn't been lately; i think he's trying to prove a point.

i can't go to church anymore because no matter WHAT happens, i get back and on the computer and there's some cryptic bulletin about SOMEONE doing SOMETHING at church. someone playing games or hating her or ANYTHING. yeah people read that crap but seriously, they never know who its about. i know a ton of people who stop going to church because they think its so hypocritical and i can DEFINATELY see what they mean.

i need to stop acting like everything's okay around her. jeremy and i are going to the homecoming game on friday... i told her i'd help her for the Kids 4 Wish Kids booth at the carnival. oh yeah. now the clubs all great because of HER. no it was never my idea. nothing. what the hell. anyway, it should be interesting, considering she doesn't like him... and he won't say anything rude to her unless she says something rude to him. and with the fact that ...she doesn't like him, i think that might just be asking for trouble. actually i said i'd say something.

i'm done being freaking walked over

jeremy keeps saying that i need to put her in her place or else she's just goign to see that its okay to act the way she is acting. but i don't know how to do that, i can't be a mean or rude person. he thinks that i don't have to be rude or mean. but i know her, she will tell everyone that i "hate" her and that its all my fault. she'll start spreading crap about me (probably at church, too). i've witnessed it first hand.

i seriously don't know what to do about this.
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