when will it find me?
well today started as a meh day. i talked to a couple of people and it's turning out to be an ok day so far. take it day by day is what im told and it is what im doing. thank you to eveyone for the advice and support.
today i work from 1 until 10pm. long shift but it will help me get moulas. but it's also a long shift since i havent been to work since i got sick last week. i could have worked on saturday but i dont think i could have made it through. sometimes you need to cut the heart a little slack as well as the immune system. like dee said, i think i need a makeover in some way. amy: you and i should wallow together...too bad we dont live down the street and around the corner-ish from one another anymore. call me anytime you want to talk. i miss everyone...i dont want to be alone at a time like this...it makes me think and that is a dangerous past-time.
Kimberley Locke - I Could Lyrics
I could pretend to love you, Be someone else for awhile. Make you believe you're the one that i want, Give you my heart in diguise. I could be all you've wanted Make all your dreams come true, yeah Surrender my love At the feet of your will And live out your fantasy for you. And you would be happy, And I'd make you smile And I'd go on living a lie. Do you really want, To give your life to, Thinking you've found true love, When it hasn't found you? Do you really want, To give your life to, Thinking you've found true love, When it hasn't found you? I could make you a promise, Be all you want me to be. Give you my hand as we walk down the isle So you could live happily. And you would be happy, And I'd make you smile, And I'd go on living a lie. Do you really want To give your life to, Thinking you've found true love, When it hasn't found you? Do you really want To give your life to, Thinking you've found true love, When it hasn't found you? Cause this is not, What i had planned, I hope one day that you will understand, If i could change, This heart i would, And say i love you Only if i could. Do you really want To give your life to, Thinking you've found true love, When it hasn't found you? I could be the one to hold you, I could be the one you need, But i could never be the one To give you everything. I could be the one to hold you, I could be the one you need, But i could never be the one To give you everything. Do you really want, To give your life to, Thinking you've found true love, Yeah. Do you really want To give your life to, Thinking you've found true love, When it hasn't found you? Do you really want To give your life to, Thinking you've found true love, When it hasn't found you? When it hasn't found you?