freak out.
i hope i make it to second semester..if i dont i think im going to cry. and then make plans so that i can succeed. honestly, i think i should do some "self-discovering". except omg im totally confused right now. this is pretty much a pointless post and i feel sorry for posting it.
rory...if it's what he needs then im going to give it to him. i care about him that much to make things easier for him. at the same time...UGH...
that is all.
MANDIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! princess, i cannot wait for the cadets ball. and i had better pass...the learning table will not be the same. <3 i miss you...i wish you lived closer =^(