effective saturday
ok ppl u have till sat days 2 make sure ur on my friends list bc if ur not...u aint readin nuthin!!! muwahahahaaaa.....newho, i went 2 kc's n we all discussed our gulf shores/ perdido key trip. we're only goin 1 nite...well...hopefully. my retard ass "attitude asshole" parents dont want me 2 go bc apparently im too fucking stupid 2 do such a thing....im counting down that days until i get 2 move out. i feel bad 4 babs that she has 2 live w/ them another 2 years. lol leeann said sumthing funny 2day. she said that any sanity a woman has b4 menopause, leaves her during menopause. i asked her what if they didnt have any 2 begin w/. it was hilarium. u know what irritates me?? thew fact NO1 POSTS HALF AS MUCH AS I DO!!!! i so look 4ward 2 readin my friends' journals n they hardly ever post!!! aaaaaggggggghhhhhhhhhh!!!!! newho, i reallllllly hope i get 2 go 2 the beach. i want 1 last time 2 spend w/ my closest friends 4 my bday....and our 1 year anniversary. not talking 2 danny every day now is still weird. we're talkin on the net now, but it feels awkward 2me bc i havent heard from him in a while (ok maybe like 2 days, but it feels like a while)....yeah im a loser.... it feels like he resents me bc of my decision, which is perfectly understandable. i just dont know how 2 make things work....i feel like such a bad person 4 doing it....but we're still friends.....but i think josh is happier, which is a good thing. but it still bothers me that i had 2 do that. well ima go ttyl.........:/