FAT!!!
that is the way i feel right now........horribly and incredibly fat. i ate so much food 2day bc i started n i keep craving everything. i start server training 2mrw @ lone star!!!!! woohoo!!! well it loox like im goin 2 gulf shores wed w/ babs, dan, n the putnams n other ppl. josh finally said its ok w/ him (not that i need his permission), but i wasnt gunna go if it was gunna start crap again. he finally got the hint that i wanted him 2 take me 2 see harry potter 3. we're goin sat!!!!! it was weird, like outta nowhere he was like ill take u sat n ill pay 4 u....maybe. lol. sigh, i noticed 2nite that we dont have as much fun 2gether as we used 2. idk what it is. i guess things r just winding down. last nite i had ANOTHER mood swing. i cried on the phone alot. i explained 2 josh that i care alot abt him and danny. even tho me n danny r just friends. he got the wrong idea n thought i said i felt the same way abt both of them, n thatz not what i meant. sigh again, michael has called me like every nite this week wanting me 2 meet adele. he's like psycho abt it. lol. im sure ill meet her eventually. newho, 4 some reason the guys @ work were honry 2day. i was told i was put on the "hot female employee" list bc of my legs or some shit like that. i was like wtf that is gay.... newho, i wanna go see spiderman tues nite, but the only way i can do it is if i spend the nite @ kc's, which i hope she wouldnt mind (kc if ur reading this i hope im not bein rude!). lol. danny got kicked out of his house and his car taken away, which sux alot. he came over 2day. all we did was watch tv while i pigged out on chips n dip n cookies (yes, im a member of FKA, fat kids anonymous). last nite i talked 2 dan n josh on the phone. i cried alot. dan said he felt like he's lost me as a friend n josh was afraid i was in love w/ 2 ppl, like that movie The Notebook. omg that movie was emotional torture. i almost walked out i got so upset. its not a good idea 2 see that the nite b4 ur period. butchyeah, being a chik sux. lol i was just rereading this whole thing n i realized i have a tendency 2 jump from 1 subject 2 another n not say all of what i wanted 2 say abt one thing. man im weird. my thought processes r weird 2!!! WHY?!?!?!?!?!?!? idk y i wanna go 2 the beach so freakin bad. i think i just wanna get away n go out while i still can b4 school starts. sigh...or maybe im just cravin the romantic atmosphere. well im out......ttyl