GRRRARGH
I completely and totally hate everything. I want to wring the life out of everything around me, I can't stand being inside of myself anymore. I can't even look in the mirror without throwing up, I offically hate myself.Chris is being an even bigger doucebag than he usually is, and the part that sucks is that I'm completley in love with him still. It's like everything is all fine and good if we're gonna have sex (what can I say, I'm just good like that lol, big accomplishment) but if I just wanna hang out and chill, or ask him if we are gona go back out, he acts like he's to good to put up with me. I'm cool to just be fuck buddies but god damn, let a sistah know, you know? fuckin a son of a mother fuckin cock suckin bitch. EVERYTHING NEEDS TO DIE. I think I'll go to a club this weekend, try and dance out my frustration, sound like a plan?