lalalalala.....I'm quite the happy camper!
Oh wow! today has been terrific! I talked to Chris until about 5:30 in the morning and then again when I woke up @ like 12:30!!! it's been a Chris filled day an I love it!! lol. i love him sososososossoossososossososososossossososososososossosossososososossosossosososossoosoooooo MUCH!!! blah, it's so full of love I wanna puke. but the thing that sucks is that the more I talk to him the more I wanna see him, which makes me miss him a ton and a half. The thing that sux is that with the shit I fucked up on, he doesn't think that I love him....he thinks its "lust" an I told him he has it twisted....but that don't mean he believes me. *sigh* This morning we talked about all kinds of shit....even about what our ideal marriage we be like. He doesnt care about that kinda stuff tho, which is understandable bc hes a guy. lol. W/E I still love him. He's like.....perfect, but at the same time I would change stuff about him if I could. I'm not sayin that I WANT to change him, but if the oppertunity arose...I'd tweak a thing or two. But it's w/e cuz I know that theres stuff about me that he'd change too, god damn we ALL know that I aint perfect! lol....I'm startin to get cramps in my hands....more later!
*~*mwah*~* Kiddies!!! I miss u guys!!!
*~*mwah*~* Kiddies!!! I miss u guys!!!