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ok so i'm updating but not much. i wanted to fill out the survey lisa did because i thought it was cool. plus it basically gives you an idea of what i'm thinking right now...if you are bored enough to read it all.
p.s. i think i like a boy. almost as much as i liked jordan. thats improvement.
basics
whats your name? Monique
what do people call you? Moniqua, Monie, Money, Mo-Q...most people get lazy and refuse to say 2 syllables.
where you named after anything? nope, my parents just wanted me to have a french name
if you were born the opposite sex what would your name be? i think it was supposed to be george, after my pepe
do people spell/say your name wrong? i guess if you count when people think my first name is my last name. and they continue to add an IES to my last name even after i've told them its just JEFFREY.
if you could change your name what would you change it to? you know what...i like my name.
gender? female
birthday? March 7
age? 20
age you act? 23
age you want to be? 21
height? 5'4
eye color? blue or green or purple or whatever i want
happy with it? of course...it's hot
natural hair color? light brown
happy with it? eh yes, except i have grays so i need to cover them...therefore i dye my hair
righty or lefty? lefty
family? i basically consider my family my sister and my dad...and i guess the whole fratello's crew
pets? fluffy and diamonds
peircings? ears and nose
tatoos? oh yes
love and stuff
single? yes
who are you with, or who do you want to be with? i want to be with jordan
are you in love? hell no
have you ever been in love, if so how many times? i'm still not sure if it was real love. he left before i had the chance to find out. but i've thought about him like every day so that has to count for something.
do you believe in love at first sight? one word: jordan.
is it possible to be faithful to one person for ever? faithful. yes. in love? not sure.
do you want to get married? it would be ideal, but i'm not sure its going to happen.
do you want to have kids? yes
how many? 2
do you believe in divorce? i think divorce is a piece of paper that gives someone an excuse for making a mistake in the first place. that is, unless it's a specific circumstance like cheating or abuse or something like that.
do you belive in true love? not right now. love hurts you and i think its better to not let anything hurt you.
do you consider love a mistake? no.
turn-ons? smile...if you have bad teeth i want nothing to do with you.
turns-offs? bad teeth. egoism.
do you think the opposite sex finds you attractive? i think most want me to be another notch on the belt. how degrading.
what is best about the opposite sex? companionship
what is worst about the oppisite sex? disappointment.
are you a virgin? no
do you belive you should be in love to have sex? i wouldnt really know, but no i dont think so. i think if you're in love you feel a sense of commitment to the other person and then that person can let you down.
do other people consider you a slut? no
right at this moment...
where are you? living room
what can you see out your window? the blinds are shut
are you listening to music? no. tv
are you lonely or tired? tired
use 5 words to decribe how you are feeling: tired, fat, tired, bored, tired
are you talking to anyone online? no
are you talking to anyone of the phone? if so who? uh no. i turn my phone off at night. i dont like to be disturbed when i sleep.
what are you wearing? my work clothes
what are you doing? watching jay leno, rubbing my eyes
whats on your mousepad? american flags
friends
how many true friends do you have? 3
are you a loner? during the summer i am.
who is your best friend? nikki and juline
oldest? juline
newest? margo
shyest? kady
loudest? boots
smartest? lisa
ditziest? lindsay
funniest? boots
who is the best listener? nikki, lisa, rachel
do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends? both actually
who do you wish you were closer to? Lisa
who knows the most about you? juline and nikki
who knows the least about you? people i dont talk to
who do you trust the most? nikki
the least? i dont trust anyone i'm not friends with
who do you fight with the most? my mom
who do you talk to online the most? nikki
who do you talk to on the phone the most? i dont like talking on the phone
do you trust others easily? i give people chances, but i dont trust them and therefore i dont get my hopes up
name one who's arms you feel safe in: ben
who house were you at last? margo's
who's your second family? fratello's
who lives the farthest away? lindsay
smoke? when im drunk
drink alcohol? yes
do drugs? sometimes
pray? sometimes
go to church? sometimes
sleep with stuffed animals? yes
take walks in the rain? preferably with someone
dance in the rain? all the time
do any sports? if so which ones? dance
sleep around? no
lie a lot? no
steal? when i was like 3 and it was a pack of gum and i returned it so it doesnt count
gamble? at casinos
have you ever....
kissed a stranger? yes
spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk? yes
screamed so much you lost your voice? NSYNC. haha.
laughed so much it was painful? havent in a long time.
cried so much it was painful? yes.
gone skinny dipping? no
played strip poker? strip basketball. i'm still working on my poker face
had a medical emergency? no
ran away from home? i've thought about it once. i was going to move to mallory crain's house.
done something extremely unexpected? shall i say shaw's pond? haha and i guess my tatoo was something unexpected.
slept outside? in a tent. i really want to on the beach.
been onstage? no.
deep stuff....
whats your biggest fear? not falling in love
what was your weirdest dream? i dont remember
scariest dream? when i'm chased
do you have a recurring dream? yes. when i'm weeded at the restaurant
what was your best dream? i had a dream about justin once. it was so good...right as he kissed me i woke up but i couldnt breathe. it was like his imaginary kiss took my breath away. now imagine if i really kissed him? ohhh boy. ohhh and the one with chad michael murray as my boyfriend was pretty incredible too.
what IS your dream? i dont think i have a long goal dream. i have many little dreams.
do you live in the moment? not in the summer
what you greatest stregth? discipline and motivation
whats your greatest weakness? not being able to say no
do you have a motto you live by? no
if your life were a movie what would it be called? "you work too much"
do you have any bad habits? yes. i like pasta and icecream. i spend money spontaneously. and i can't commit.
do you have any secrets? doesnt everyone?
are you fake? no
what do you want to do in life? travel
are you a daredevil? yes
are you predictable? only during the summer
do you keep a journal/diary? sometimes
if you could change one thing about you would you? i want to not be intimidating
if you were someone else, would you be friends with yourself? yes
do you think your a good person? yes
do you think your emotionally strong? yes
do you regret anything? yes. but i usually get over it.
do you think life has been good so far? yes
what do you like most about you body? i dont like it. but i like my eyes.
least? my stomach
are you trust worthy? yes
are you gullible? sometimes
ugh. that was long. i'm going to bed now.
p.s. i think i like a boy. almost as much as i liked jordan. thats improvement.
basics
whats your name? Monique
what do people call you? Moniqua, Monie, Money, Mo-Q...most people get lazy and refuse to say 2 syllables.
where you named after anything? nope, my parents just wanted me to have a french name
if you were born the opposite sex what would your name be? i think it was supposed to be george, after my pepe
do people spell/say your name wrong? i guess if you count when people think my first name is my last name. and they continue to add an IES to my last name even after i've told them its just JEFFREY.
if you could change your name what would you change it to? you know what...i like my name.
gender? female
birthday? March 7
age? 20
age you act? 23
age you want to be? 21
height? 5'4
eye color? blue or green or purple or whatever i want
happy with it? of course...it's hot
natural hair color? light brown
happy with it? eh yes, except i have grays so i need to cover them...therefore i dye my hair
righty or lefty? lefty
family? i basically consider my family my sister and my dad...and i guess the whole fratello's crew
pets? fluffy and diamonds
peircings? ears and nose
tatoos? oh yes
love and stuff
single? yes
who are you with, or who do you want to be with? i want to be with jordan
are you in love? hell no
have you ever been in love, if so how many times? i'm still not sure if it was real love. he left before i had the chance to find out. but i've thought about him like every day so that has to count for something.
do you believe in love at first sight? one word: jordan.
is it possible to be faithful to one person for ever? faithful. yes. in love? not sure.
do you want to get married? it would be ideal, but i'm not sure its going to happen.
do you want to have kids? yes
how many? 2
do you believe in divorce? i think divorce is a piece of paper that gives someone an excuse for making a mistake in the first place. that is, unless it's a specific circumstance like cheating or abuse or something like that.
do you belive in true love? not right now. love hurts you and i think its better to not let anything hurt you.
do you consider love a mistake? no.
turn-ons? smile...if you have bad teeth i want nothing to do with you.
turns-offs? bad teeth. egoism.
do you think the opposite sex finds you attractive? i think most want me to be another notch on the belt. how degrading.
what is best about the opposite sex? companionship
what is worst about the oppisite sex? disappointment.
are you a virgin? no
do you belive you should be in love to have sex? i wouldnt really know, but no i dont think so. i think if you're in love you feel a sense of commitment to the other person and then that person can let you down.
do other people consider you a slut? no
right at this moment...
where are you? living room
what can you see out your window? the blinds are shut
are you listening to music? no. tv
are you lonely or tired? tired
use 5 words to decribe how you are feeling: tired, fat, tired, bored, tired
are you talking to anyone online? no
are you talking to anyone of the phone? if so who? uh no. i turn my phone off at night. i dont like to be disturbed when i sleep.
what are you wearing? my work clothes
what are you doing? watching jay leno, rubbing my eyes
whats on your mousepad? american flags
friends
how many true friends do you have? 3
are you a loner? during the summer i am.
who is your best friend? nikki and juline
oldest? juline
newest? margo
shyest? kady
loudest? boots
smartest? lisa
ditziest? lindsay
funniest? boots
who is the best listener? nikki, lisa, rachel
do you prefer to hang out with one friend or a group of friends? both actually
who do you wish you were closer to? Lisa
who knows the most about you? juline and nikki
who knows the least about you? people i dont talk to
who do you trust the most? nikki
the least? i dont trust anyone i'm not friends with
who do you fight with the most? my mom
who do you talk to online the most? nikki
who do you talk to on the phone the most? i dont like talking on the phone
do you trust others easily? i give people chances, but i dont trust them and therefore i dont get my hopes up
name one who's arms you feel safe in: ben
who house were you at last? margo's
who's your second family? fratello's
who lives the farthest away? lindsay
smoke? when im drunk
drink alcohol? yes
do drugs? sometimes
pray? sometimes
go to church? sometimes
sleep with stuffed animals? yes
take walks in the rain? preferably with someone
dance in the rain? all the time
do any sports? if so which ones? dance
sleep around? no
lie a lot? no
steal? when i was like 3 and it was a pack of gum and i returned it so it doesnt count
gamble? at casinos
have you ever....
kissed a stranger? yes
spun until you were so dizzy you couldn't walk? yes
screamed so much you lost your voice? NSYNC. haha.
laughed so much it was painful? havent in a long time.
cried so much it was painful? yes.
gone skinny dipping? no
played strip poker? strip basketball. i'm still working on my poker face
had a medical emergency? no
ran away from home? i've thought about it once. i was going to move to mallory crain's house.
done something extremely unexpected? shall i say shaw's pond? haha and i guess my tatoo was something unexpected.
slept outside? in a tent. i really want to on the beach.
been onstage? no.
deep stuff....
whats your biggest fear? not falling in love
what was your weirdest dream? i dont remember
scariest dream? when i'm chased
do you have a recurring dream? yes. when i'm weeded at the restaurant
what was your best dream? i had a dream about justin once. it was so good...right as he kissed me i woke up but i couldnt breathe. it was like his imaginary kiss took my breath away. now imagine if i really kissed him? ohhh boy. ohhh and the one with chad michael murray as my boyfriend was pretty incredible too.
what IS your dream? i dont think i have a long goal dream. i have many little dreams.
do you live in the moment? not in the summer
what you greatest stregth? discipline and motivation
whats your greatest weakness? not being able to say no
do you have a motto you live by? no
if your life were a movie what would it be called? "you work too much"
do you have any bad habits? yes. i like pasta and icecream. i spend money spontaneously. and i can't commit.
do you have any secrets? doesnt everyone?
are you fake? no
what do you want to do in life? travel
are you a daredevil? yes
are you predictable? only during the summer
do you keep a journal/diary? sometimes
if you could change one thing about you would you? i want to not be intimidating
if you were someone else, would you be friends with yourself? yes
do you think your a good person? yes
do you think your emotionally strong? yes
do you regret anything? yes. but i usually get over it.
do you think life has been good so far? yes
what do you like most about you body? i dont like it. but i like my eyes.
least? my stomach
are you trust worthy? yes
are you gullible? sometimes
ugh. that was long. i'm going to bed now.