lost on my own.....
SO I had fun this weekend...On Friday I went to see Kaylee.. She is beautiful. On Saturday we had a party for Carrie's birthday. It was fun.. We played Asshole.. I had a great talk with Chris that actually kept me there, and not leaving on something I can't really control. He always seems to point out the obvious for me. I know that he didn't have to sit there and talk to me that night, but he did, and I thank him for that. I have decided that maybe I just need some time away. I never seem to do anything right anymore. Whatever decision I make it always seems to be the wrong one. I made a new friend though.. He is cool. We talked for a long time saturday night as well, about everything. I know that people who were still awake thought I was trying to get with him or whatever. Truth is we are jsut friends, along with me and everyother guy in that basement at this moment.. I dont understand why people can get hurt by me being friends with other people.. To me that doesnt make sense.