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Hello babies!! So once again i have become the insomniac(sp?).I have been having the hardest time sleeping lately and it's making me mad.Like i'm so tired i'm ready to pass out but i cant seem to fall asleep.Anywho.So yah about that plan i had yest for trevor.Here's how that went.I decided that i was too chicken to tell him.Everytime he called he sounded so happy i just couldn't bring myself to tell him.So i decided that silence was gonna have to be the answer for this one.I decided i was gonna stop answering his calls and block him and his friends from my buddylist.Well i did that but i forgot about one of the sn's he had that and he signed on that one while i was asleep and left me a nice little message.He said " well i'm sittin here right now wonderin why you're not on my other sn. Maybe it's cause you fuckin blocked me.I sure hope not cause if you did you can just say goodbye.Actually maybe i'll just talk to you when i get down there ash." So basically he did the work for me.I know he's not gonna call me when he gets down here and he saved me the pain of having to tell him or not answering his calls.So thanks Trevor.Anyways.I have one more freaking day in this prison and then i'm OUT!!! me and peer are gonna be so inseperable.Like for real.I can't wait to cause trouble with that girl again.hehe.OK so let's talk about how after like weeks of not hearing anything about or talking to aren i've had like 1937094091290172406 people mention him to me this week.It's really odd.Maybe it's a sign i should go see him..lol.I dunno.Anyways.So Robby is leaving me this wednesday and i'm mad at him.For 10 days.what a crock of poo.lol.He's going to the Oc.what a stinker.I wrote him a really good poem to take with him too.He won't let me show him yet tho..oh well.Wow so my head hurts from being so sleep deprived so i'm gonna try n sleep a little.Night night.
Me and Amanda's "haha fuck you" song.
from the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now that I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them
[chorus]
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
you're taking up my time
[x2]
you call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
i'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
[chorus x4]
I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before and I
I'm about to do all of the things
I've dreamed of and
I don't even miss you at all
[x2]
Me and Amanda's "haha fuck you" song.
from the way that you acted
to the way that I felt it
It wasn't worth my time
and now it's sad cause all I missed
wasn't that good to begin with
and now that I've started you begging
saying things that you don't mean
it isn't worth my time
a line's a dime a million times
and I'm about to see all of them
[chorus]
Goodbye to you, goodbye to you
you're taking up my time
[x2]
you call my name when I wake up
to see things go your way
i'm coughing up my time
each drag's a drop of blood a grain
a minute of my life
it's all I've got just to stay down
why the fuck am I still down
I'm hoarding all that's mine
each time I let just one slip by
I'm wasting what is mine
[chorus x4]
I'm about to see a million things
I thought I'd never see before and I
I'm about to do all of the things
I've dreamed of and
I don't even miss you at all
[x2]