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what do you do when you care about someone so much you don't know what to do about it, but they do things that you know aren't good for them....like getting drunk....i dont know what to say...before you didnt' drink, then it was just sometimes, and now it is just a couple beers, but then i read that you got drunk....you never used to do that....what happened to not liking not being in control of yourself? i don't understand....it makes me want to cry so hard when i hear things like this....i honestly have no idea what to do with myself....i still care about you....more than i should....i def don't want things to go back to how they were, i couln't ever....but you are my friend and the person whom i have cared about more than anyone in the whole world....and that is true....honest to goodness truth....gosh i feel like i am going to throw up reading that....i pray you are okay, and that you aren't using this to mask something else.....gosh...i just need a good cry after reading that....gosh i don't know what to do....