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im that girl who always said "ewwwwww coffee is so gross, its like muddy water"
and now i have a cup every morning
and i have one in my hand right now
so i officially HATE the first day back at school after spring break.
not for teh same reason as everyone else though.
i dont really mind BEING there- hey it beats my house!
but i really hate listening to all of teh crap that all of my friends did over break.
i end up feeling so jealous and pissed off that they had such an amazing experience and i didn't. like the guatemala trip- kaitlyn and lauren went on and on about how amazing it all was. dont get me wrong- im totally happy for them all- i just wish i could have been a part of it...
i always end up wishing i could have been a part of things.
so isnt it weird when things happen to you that you dont expect?
i love being surprised and excited...
however i hate being confused and i HATE not being able to predict the future.
i hate not knowing where the fuck im gonna be next year. people keep asking, and i keep having no answer.
today i cleaned out my purse and found 20 pennies. i put them in random places all over teh school face up. i think i was inspired by that duff movie... haha
anyways
i better get cracking on all my crap
later
and now i have a cup every morning
and i have one in my hand right now
so i officially HATE the first day back at school after spring break.
not for teh same reason as everyone else though.
i dont really mind BEING there- hey it beats my house!
but i really hate listening to all of teh crap that all of my friends did over break.
i end up feeling so jealous and pissed off that they had such an amazing experience and i didn't. like the guatemala trip- kaitlyn and lauren went on and on about how amazing it all was. dont get me wrong- im totally happy for them all- i just wish i could have been a part of it...
i always end up wishing i could have been a part of things.
so isnt it weird when things happen to you that you dont expect?
i love being surprised and excited...
however i hate being confused and i HATE not being able to predict the future.
i hate not knowing where the fuck im gonna be next year. people keep asking, and i keep having no answer.
today i cleaned out my purse and found 20 pennies. i put them in random places all over teh school face up. i think i was inspired by that duff movie... haha
anyways
i better get cracking on all my crap
later