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DUDE I LOVE THIS GIRL SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
T00pretty4y0u: i sent you mail babe
TiNKeR BEL269: ok
TiNKeR BEL269: i am gonna check in a sec
TiNKeR BEL269: what is it?
T00pretty4y0u: kk
T00pretty4y0u: ;-)
TiNKeR BEL269: hahaha
TiNKeR BEL269: yeah
TiNKeR BEL269: well i read it
TiNKeR BEL269: he doesnt make an sense sometimes
TiNKeR BEL269: sometimes i want to change everything
TiNKeR BEL269: but nothing
TiNKeR BEL269: i dunno
T00pretty4y0u: :-(
TiNKeR BEL269: i just dont get it
TiNKeR BEL269: what should i do...
TiNKeR BEL269: what to do
TiNKeR BEL269: i am about to get picked up by shiner
TiNKeR BEL269: but i dont wanna be in a bad mood
T00pretty4y0u: dont worry about it
T00pretty4y0u: everything happens for a reason
T00pretty4y0u: and
T00pretty4y0u: *if its meant to be...its meant to be*
T00pretty4y0u: hehe
T00pretty4y0u: everything will be fine
TiNKeR BEL269: yeah but if everything happens for a reason
T00pretty4y0u: hes just being stupid
TiNKeR BEL269: then why the hell did this all happen
TiNKeR BEL269: why does my heart miss him so
TiNKeR BEL269: why do i feel sick everytime he says we cant be friends
T00pretty4y0u: :-(
TiNKeR BEL269: i just wanted to have him be the person he was...
TiNKeR BEL269: but he isnt any more
T00pretty4y0u: i know sweetie
T00pretty4y0u: i know
TiNKeR BEL269: he never will be
T00pretty4y0u: he will be again
TiNKeR BEL269: will he?
T00pretty4y0u: they wont last forever
TiNKeR BEL269: i know
TiNKeR BEL269: it isnt that tho..
TiNKeR BEL269: it is just that i miss his voice
TiNKeR BEL269: he used to care about people
TiNKeR BEL269: now he could give a rats ass
TiNKeR BEL269: i hate mean people
T00pretty4y0u: :-(
T00pretty4y0u: hes just lost right now
TiNKeR BEL269: i would always be there for someone if they meant SO much to me as i pretend
TiNKeR BEL269: i couldnt tell someone that needed me to be go away
TiNKeR BEL269: i never could
TiNKeR BEL269: but it is so easy for im
TiNKeR BEL269: him
T00pretty4y0u: i dont think its easy
TiNKeR BEL269: why is it so easy for him...to just act like i dont exsist
TiNKeR BEL269: it is tho
TiNKeR BEL269: he will im me...
TiNKeR BEL269: then block me
TiNKeR BEL269: i dont get it
TiNKeR BEL269: like he ims me with like "why did you hang up"
TiNKeR BEL269: then he blocks me when i start talking
TiNKeR BEL269: wtf
T00pretty4y0u: i dono babe..hes weird one
TiNKeR BEL269: hahahhahahaha
TiNKeR BEL269: for reals B
TiNKeR BEL269: hahaha
T00pretty4y0u: so wTF your hanging out with the SHINERS
T00pretty4y0u: ??
T00pretty4y0u: hehe
T00pretty4y0u: your crazy michelley
TiNKeR BEL269: i just cant comprehend how soemone can do the meanest things on earth to me..and make me wanna kill myself..then say they have fallen for someone and what they have is what ill never have, and that i am just a fat mistake
TiNKeR BEL269: but still i forgive
TiNKeR BEL269: and i know that he was a good person...
TiNKeR BEL269: i used to believe in him
TiNKeR BEL269: i know that people can say things
TiNKeR BEL269: but i really really loved and believed in him...
TiNKeR BEL269: no mater how hard headed is he..
TiNKeR BEL269: and no matter what he says and does to hurt me in the worst way...
TiNKeR BEL269: i really actuyally feel he did it on purpose
TiNKeR BEL269: what is wrong with me?
T00pretty4y0u: NOTHIN
TiNKeR BEL269: even adam used to say "why do you forgive lexi, or those stupid girls when they just walk all over you, or why do you still be nice to them"
T00pretty4y0u: its not you
TiNKeR BEL269: but i just do...
TiNKeR BEL269: i am never mad at someone forever
T00pretty4y0u: forgiving is a wonderful thing michelle
TiNKeR BEL269: not even fat ugly boyfriend stealing bitches
TiNKeR BEL269: that putrposely hurt me
TiNKeR BEL269: i wish i was NEVER born with that trait!!!!
TiNKeR BEL269: erin i love you so much
TiNKeR BEL269: you were like a sis to me..
TiNKeR BEL269: and even tho everyone says you talk mad shit bout me
TiNKeR BEL269: or used to
TiNKeR BEL269: i dont care
TiNKeR BEL269: *forgivness*...hahaha
T00pretty4y0u: hehe
TiNKeR BEL269: cant help it
T00pretty4y0u: im coming back second semester ya know
T00pretty4y0u: :-)
T00pretty4y0u: were gona dramatize TOHS
T00pretty4y0u: hehe
TiNKeR BEL269: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
TiNKeR BEL269: hooray
TiNKeR BEL269: "guess whose back?
TiNKeR BEL269: erin's back
T00pretty4y0u: who!
T00pretty4y0u: OH
T00pretty4y0u: hahaha
TiNKeR BEL269: HHHHHHHHHHHHHEHEHEHEHE
T00pretty4y0u: <--blonde moment
T00pretty4y0u: omg
T00pretty4y0u: megans coming home this month
TiNKeR BEL269: shut up
T00pretty4y0u: seriously
TiNKeR BEL269: wow
T00pretty4y0u: its gonna be weeeeird
TiNKeR BEL269: ...reunion?
TiNKeR BEL269: haha
TiNKeR BEL269: fo sho!
T00pretty4y0u: oh lordy!
T00pretty4y0u: megan prolly hates us now!
T00pretty4y0u: hahaha
TiNKeR BEL269: hah
TiNKeR BEL269: i knoooooooooow
TiNKeR BEL269: DONTCHA worry
TiNKeR BEL269: hahahahhahaha
T00pretty4y0u: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
T00pretty4y0u: hehe
TiNKeR BEL269: hah
T00pretty4y0u: aww
TiNKeR BEL269: hanson retired
T00pretty4y0u: oh shit!
TiNKeR BEL269: i know
TiNKeR BEL269: quief
T00pretty4y0u: HAHAHHAHAH
T00pretty4y0u: ok babe bubble bath time..i miss you!
TiNKeR BEL269: ok
TiNKeR BEL269: bye hun
T00pretty4y0u: i love you!!!
TiNKeR BEL269: love you moooooooorew
T00pretty4y0u: ;-) *BFF*
TiNKeR BEL269: meow
T00pretty4y0u: i sent you mail babe
TiNKeR BEL269: ok
TiNKeR BEL269: i am gonna check in a sec
TiNKeR BEL269: what is it?
T00pretty4y0u: kk
T00pretty4y0u: ;-)
TiNKeR BEL269: hahaha
TiNKeR BEL269: yeah
TiNKeR BEL269: well i read it
TiNKeR BEL269: he doesnt make an sense sometimes
TiNKeR BEL269: sometimes i want to change everything
TiNKeR BEL269: but nothing
TiNKeR BEL269: i dunno
T00pretty4y0u: :-(
TiNKeR BEL269: i just dont get it
TiNKeR BEL269: what should i do...
TiNKeR BEL269: what to do
TiNKeR BEL269: i am about to get picked up by shiner
TiNKeR BEL269: but i dont wanna be in a bad mood
T00pretty4y0u: dont worry about it
T00pretty4y0u: everything happens for a reason
T00pretty4y0u: and
T00pretty4y0u: *if its meant to be...its meant to be*
T00pretty4y0u: hehe
T00pretty4y0u: everything will be fine
TiNKeR BEL269: yeah but if everything happens for a reason
T00pretty4y0u: hes just being stupid
TiNKeR BEL269: then why the hell did this all happen
TiNKeR BEL269: why does my heart miss him so
TiNKeR BEL269: why do i feel sick everytime he says we cant be friends
T00pretty4y0u: :-(
TiNKeR BEL269: i just wanted to have him be the person he was...
TiNKeR BEL269: but he isnt any more
T00pretty4y0u: i know sweetie
T00pretty4y0u: i know
TiNKeR BEL269: he never will be
T00pretty4y0u: he will be again
TiNKeR BEL269: will he?
T00pretty4y0u: they wont last forever
TiNKeR BEL269: i know
TiNKeR BEL269: it isnt that tho..
TiNKeR BEL269: it is just that i miss his voice
TiNKeR BEL269: he used to care about people
TiNKeR BEL269: now he could give a rats ass
TiNKeR BEL269: i hate mean people
T00pretty4y0u: :-(
T00pretty4y0u: hes just lost right now
TiNKeR BEL269: i would always be there for someone if they meant SO much to me as i pretend
TiNKeR BEL269: i couldnt tell someone that needed me to be go away
TiNKeR BEL269: i never could
TiNKeR BEL269: but it is so easy for im
TiNKeR BEL269: him
T00pretty4y0u: i dont think its easy
TiNKeR BEL269: why is it so easy for him...to just act like i dont exsist
TiNKeR BEL269: it is tho
TiNKeR BEL269: he will im me...
TiNKeR BEL269: then block me
TiNKeR BEL269: i dont get it
TiNKeR BEL269: like he ims me with like "why did you hang up"
TiNKeR BEL269: then he blocks me when i start talking
TiNKeR BEL269: wtf
T00pretty4y0u: i dono babe..hes weird one
TiNKeR BEL269: hahahhahahaha
TiNKeR BEL269: for reals B
TiNKeR BEL269: hahaha
T00pretty4y0u: so wTF your hanging out with the SHINERS
T00pretty4y0u: ??
T00pretty4y0u: hehe
T00pretty4y0u: your crazy michelley
TiNKeR BEL269: i just cant comprehend how soemone can do the meanest things on earth to me..and make me wanna kill myself..then say they have fallen for someone and what they have is what ill never have, and that i am just a fat mistake
TiNKeR BEL269: but still i forgive
TiNKeR BEL269: and i know that he was a good person...
TiNKeR BEL269: i used to believe in him
TiNKeR BEL269: i know that people can say things
TiNKeR BEL269: but i really really loved and believed in him...
TiNKeR BEL269: no mater how hard headed is he..
TiNKeR BEL269: and no matter what he says and does to hurt me in the worst way...
TiNKeR BEL269: i really actuyally feel he did it on purpose
TiNKeR BEL269: what is wrong with me?
T00pretty4y0u: NOTHIN
TiNKeR BEL269: even adam used to say "why do you forgive lexi, or those stupid girls when they just walk all over you, or why do you still be nice to them"
T00pretty4y0u: its not you
TiNKeR BEL269: but i just do...
TiNKeR BEL269: i am never mad at someone forever
T00pretty4y0u: forgiving is a wonderful thing michelle
TiNKeR BEL269: not even fat ugly boyfriend stealing bitches
TiNKeR BEL269: that putrposely hurt me
TiNKeR BEL269: i wish i was NEVER born with that trait!!!!
TiNKeR BEL269: erin i love you so much
TiNKeR BEL269: you were like a sis to me..
TiNKeR BEL269: and even tho everyone says you talk mad shit bout me
TiNKeR BEL269: or used to
TiNKeR BEL269: i dont care
TiNKeR BEL269: *forgivness*...hahaha
T00pretty4y0u: hehe
TiNKeR BEL269: cant help it
T00pretty4y0u: im coming back second semester ya know
T00pretty4y0u: :-)
T00pretty4y0u: were gona dramatize TOHS
T00pretty4y0u: hehe
TiNKeR BEL269: aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah
TiNKeR BEL269: hooray
TiNKeR BEL269: "guess whose back?
TiNKeR BEL269: erin's back
T00pretty4y0u: who!
T00pretty4y0u: OH
T00pretty4y0u: hahaha
TiNKeR BEL269: HHHHHHHHHHHHHEHEHEHEHE
T00pretty4y0u: <--blonde moment
T00pretty4y0u: omg
T00pretty4y0u: megans coming home this month
TiNKeR BEL269: shut up
T00pretty4y0u: seriously
TiNKeR BEL269: wow
T00pretty4y0u: its gonna be weeeeird
TiNKeR BEL269: ...reunion?
TiNKeR BEL269: haha
TiNKeR BEL269: fo sho!
T00pretty4y0u: oh lordy!
T00pretty4y0u: megan prolly hates us now!
T00pretty4y0u: hahaha
TiNKeR BEL269: hah
TiNKeR BEL269: i knoooooooooow
TiNKeR BEL269: DONTCHA worry
TiNKeR BEL269: hahahahhahaha
T00pretty4y0u: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
T00pretty4y0u: hehe
TiNKeR BEL269: hah
T00pretty4y0u: aww
TiNKeR BEL269: hanson retired
T00pretty4y0u: oh shit!
TiNKeR BEL269: i know
TiNKeR BEL269: quief
T00pretty4y0u: HAHAHHAHAH
T00pretty4y0u: ok babe bubble bath time..i miss you!
TiNKeR BEL269: ok
TiNKeR BEL269: bye hun
T00pretty4y0u: i love you!!!
TiNKeR BEL269: love you moooooooorew
T00pretty4y0u: ;-) *BFF*
TiNKeR BEL269: meow