my thoughts are dangerous

[tinkerbel269]

wanting to impress....as i get dressed
im becoming even more depressed
swallowed whole by the anger
always putting myself in danger

please someone help me
all i need is for someone to turn the key
open the door and let me fall to the floor

i look in the mirror and realize why no one is here with me
i am nothing you want me to be

im stuck and lost in my own head
oh wont someone just put me to bed
i look around and wish
i were a big fish
so i could swim away just for the day
someone must know which way to go
im so lost
and at any cost...someone will hurt me
maybe even for free
i hate this world
that stupid big gate that has been close behind me

if you want to let me out
just listen so you can hear me shout
why cant anyone hear me?
isnt there anyone that wants to be near me?
please someone just let me out