Depend on U [Know]
Pairing : YunJae
Disclaimer : DBSK, YunJae, Cassiopeia
Rating : PG 15
Genre: romance, fluff
Summary : it’s about OH YUN JAE
Warning : YAOI, so homophobic just leave me with my imagination please,unbeta-ed fanfiction sorry for my grammar
A/N : it’s quiet long about Oh Yun Jae but the idea and mood just come to me today so I decided to write about it XDXD,comments are welcome hope you like it then…
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Jae still awake in the middle of the night, sitting on the chair in front of his Mac with his blackberry on his hand busy with his twitter. Sometimes he laugh reading some mention about him.
Yunho was lying on the bed reading a book that he bought today. And he stopped when his Angelique lover laughing with his unique accent of laugh.
And again he heard his lovers giggles. He smiled and walk to his lover, wrapping his hand around his lover’s shoulder from behind and kiss his cheek.
“ What are you laughing at boo? “ he ask.
“ I’m reading some mention of the fans, they’re so funny I think I’m addicted to this thing “ he said and still giggling. Yunho just smile, he kissed his lovers head.
“ Don’t sleep too late okay “
Jae turn his head to his lover and pout his plum lips, Yunho really knows what his lover wanted, so he pecked Jae’s plum lips without a word.
“ I won’t “ Jae smiling.
He keeps scrolling down his keypad, one minute later Jiji came to Jae and start brushing his smooth hair on Jae’s leg.
“ Jiji ah~~ stop it, I don’t wanna play right now “ he said pulling his leg away from Jiji, but Jiji didn’t give up, he climb up to the desk, and lying beside the keyboard, Jae keep starring on his blackberry, then Jiji jump to his laps, and sleep on it.
“ Jijiah~~~ “ Jaejoong whining, he finally put his phone on the desk and get Jiji out of his lap. He hug Jiji as if Jiji is a little baby, he play a little bit before he put that cat into the house.
Then he climb up to the bed lying beside his lover, who still reading the book seriously. He grab a pillow and hug it wondering what was Yunho reading, he peek the title a little bit, it’s about acting again.
“ what are you reading ? “ he ask.
“ Oh, it’s about how to learn acting “ he said without looking his lover.
“ So, you’re gonna take that offer? “ he said smiley.
“ Boo…not about that again…” Yunho put his finger between the book, to mark it while he close it to see his lovers smirky face.
“ Oh come on….you are capable in this “ Jae’s pouting.
“ But this role, is yours, they offer it to you before, so you the one who have to take it, okay “ he said, poking his lovers nose.
“ But I don’t have so much time, baby look, I have to do the showcase here and there, concert, I can’t take the role, I’ll make everyone disappointed…”Jae trying to explain the reason why he can’t take the role in Posseidon.
“ Then get somebody else, why it has to be me? “ now Yunho puts the book on the table beside the bed, and sit down beside his lying lover.
“ then, Who? They only wanted me or you “ he said.
“ Maybe Minnie, he has a good body, and he is good in acting as well, and he is a tall boy marine police should be a tall guy right?“ he said.
“ Then tell the scriptwriter to change the main role names into OH JAEMIN“ Jae said he put the pillow below his head and turn around .
“ Oh come on boo…not again…sleeping like this in this cold air make it even colder “ Yunho try to wheedle his lover.
“ Go to hell then, it’s warmer there “ he shut the lamp and pull out the blanket to cover his body.
Yunho just can pout his lips, he get the pillow, and sleeping beside his lover, trying to hug him but Jae slapping his hand.
***
The next morning, Jae wasn’t there when Yunho woke up, the smells of bacon, fill the apartment , Yunho got up, brush his teeth, wash his face and walk into the kitchen, and yes there he found his lover was cooking for the breakfast, he use the navy apron which was Yunho gave two days ago.
Again Yunho wrapping his arms around his lover’s waist and peck his cheek.
“ Morning “ Jae said smiley.
It’s always like that, even if he mad at Yunho before, it never took long, he will be fine as if nothing happened before.
He put the bacons beside the toast and egg, Yunho help him to put it on the table, while Jae open the refrigerator to get 2 bottles of milk.
“ what’s your planning today boo? “ he ask his lover who sit in front of him.
“ I have a rehearsal today, and I need to go to Yoochun house to help him compose the song, he’s not very well, I’m so worried “ he said.
“ Ahh..i see…yeah, it must be hard taking 2 activities like that, I’m worried as well, but dang!! I can’t do anything for him “ Yunho curse his self.
“ Chill out sweetie, all you have to do just do your best in everything, we’ll make it someday” Jae holds his lover hand and smile, and Yunho just nod his head.
***
Yunho was in front of the pc when Jae came home and bring him the food for dinner, Jae found his lover was reading something seriously, and he knows it must be news on the internet again.
“ Any important news ??” he ask, while preparing the food on the table.
“ Mmm, nothing, hey let me do that, you must be so tired, go take a shower first “ he walks into the kitchen to help his lover serving the food for dinner.
“ It’s okay…”
“ No, just get into the bathroom boojae..” he takes the bag of the food and Jae didn’t have a choice than to go to the bathroom and take a shower.
20 minutes later Jae came out from the bathroom, rubbing his wet hair with the small towel and sit beside Yunho to eat. They talk about Jae preparation for the next showcase. Since they’re so busy with their own work they didn’t have so much time to meet, sometimes Yunho stay alone at home while Jae go on the showcase, or Jae stay alone while Yunho hold his events.
After dinner, Yunho plays with Jiji and Jae take over the PC, he browsing some site and found what Yunho read before. He found that there’s some fans of him a little bit angry with the news that Yunho going to take the role.
“ So, this is the news that you read..” he said.
“ Ah, yeah..but don’t mind it, It’s really okay with me “ Yunho said
” I don’t know what to say but, I really want you to take that role, prove that you can be an actor and a singer “ he said.
“ I don’t know, I just don’t have any idea should take that role or not, beside I don’t wanna make your fans disappointed boo, you have to think about it as well”
“ Listen, I know some of my fans will be get mad because of this kind of situation, but I believe sooner or later they will understand about this, I don’t want you to get bashed by them but I want you to prove that you are a real artist, show them that TVXQ still exist “
“ Okay just give me another 2 days I’ll tell you my decision then okay it’s still a few days before November 1st right??” he finally said that words.
“ Okay, but please don’t make me upset “ he said.
“ I hope I won’t make you upset “ Yunho smiling.
Jae, back to his blackberry, he grab his blackberry in his bag and sit beside Yunho on the Sofa and read some mention from the fans again.
Yunho still playing with Jiji who sit between them.
“ They keep asking me to tell you to make a twitter account “ Jae said, his eyes keep looking his BB.
“ Really?? Yeah I wish I have one but, I don’t think I can make it for now “ he said.
“ Yeah, but I really curious what will our fans do if they know that you make an account here “ Jae smiling.
“ why are you so curious?? Is it really that fun? “
“ Here, Look at this, Excusme Jiji, but umma have to show something to your appa “ Jae take Jiji and put him on his lap so Yunho can shove his body closer, Jae shows his blackberry to Yunho there’s a twit from a fans, give him a link to a YunJae picture.
“Hahahahaha they really love us “ he said.
“ Yeah that’s why I’m curious, our fans should be happy if you make a twitter account “ Jae giggling.
“ it’s not the first time,they keep sending me picture like this” Jae said.
“ They did???” Yunho surpised.
“ Yup, They did “
“ I wish I can tell them that I’m happy with you right now “
“ You really happy with me ? “ Jae start to tease his lover, flirting with his seductive eye glaring
“ Stupid question “ Yunho hit Jae’s head he get his lover into his warm hug.
“ Our life has change so much, don’t you realize that? “ Jae said.
“ Yeah, it was hard when I can’t see you “
“ I’m worried to death everytime you didn’t pick my phone or reply my messages and e-mail “
“ You know I have a problem with typing right? That’s why I can’t reply your messages as fast as you wanted…and I can’t call you as much as I want…”
“ I know that..” he said
“ I’m sorry to make you worried about me “ he make his hug tighter, turning his face so he can kiss Jae’s lips.
It’s been a long time Jae didn’t feel Yunho’s warm and smooth lips, tongues touching…
Jiji jumps to the floor and walk lazily to his “zone” …he seems understand that his master need some times with his partner. Realizing it, Yunho push his body on Jae’s body , lying on the sofa, he move down to Jae’s neck and kiss it as if he want to leave a mark on it,it’s been so long since Yunho heard Jae soft moan and hisses like that.
“ what’s up? “ Jae ask his lover when he stops jerking on him.
“ A~~~ I forgot I have to sleep early, for tomorrow evisu photoshoot” he said
“ what time is it? “ Jae trying to look at the clock while he still under Yunho’s body.
“ It’s….” Yunho look at his watch “ 11pm” he said.
“ Ah, Okay, I need to do some work as well, Yoochun will need it tomorrow, go to sleep then “
“ Is t really okay? “ he ask
“ Of course, don’t worry I’m not that horny hahaha” Jae laughing
“ Shut up Boojae” he hit his lovers head again..
“ Okay, move on you big boy “ he’s trying to shove Yunho’s boddy, but nothing happen.
“ don’t sleep to late I don’t want you get sick you need to take more rest boo” he said without moving his body at all
“Okay, Yunnie now move…you’re so heavy try to get some diet baby” he said smiley.
“ Am I??” Yunho get’s up and standing there looking his abs, pinching it, he trying to make sure that he doesn’t have to do some diet.
“ not really, you still have that sexy abs” Jae rubs Yunho’s abs with his finger and sucks Yunho’s lower lips.
“ now go finish your work before dawn so you can get enough rest“ he slap Jae’s butt and walk to the kitchen to grab some water before he go to sleep.
Jae sit down in front of his MAC again and start to work with it. Yunho fall a sleep in a few minutes, Jae always knows Yunho never shows his uncomfortable feeling, Yunho always keep his sorrow for himself but Jae has known him for years he can’t hide anything from Jae anymore. That time Jae knows that Yunho has a big dilemma because of this role.
He knows Yunho would never want to make him disappointed but he doesn’t want get any trouble at the same time, he’s the one who said everything will be alright but he’s worried at the same times.
Jae turn his face to see his lover’s, Yunho’s sleeping like a little baby, as usual with the mouth and eyes wide open. He think about the Posseidon roles again, reading comments which is blaming his lover and said that Yunho stealing the role from him, he really want to say that it’s him who offer that role to Yunho, but he just can’t say that.
***
A warm skin wake him up from his dream, it’s Yunho, he’s ready to go, Jaejoong doesn’t even remember how could he move onto his bed that time.
He open his eyes slowly and see Yunho sitting beside him rubbing his cheeks.
“ Ready to go? “ he ask in his husky voice.
“ Yeah, I need to check everything, you’ll go somewhere today? “ he ask.
“ I don’t think so, Chunnie and Junsu will come here and finish our work…what time will you get home?”
“ I’m not so sure but I’ll come home right after the photoshoot finished, okay “
“ okay, I’ll cook for dinner then…hey, maybe Chunnie and Junsu will have the dinner together here, why don’t you ask Minnie to go”
“ Okay, I’ll check if he’s got a freetime, I have to go, take care boo” he kiss Jae’s forehead and leave his lovers.
Jae go back to sleep, pulling his blanket again, but Yoochuns call wake him up from his sleep, he try to ignore the phone but Yoochun keep calling and calling again, he open the drawer trying to find his cellphone and pick it up.
“ I’m sleepy Yoochunnie”
“ Hyung wake up, we have so much things to do”
“ Okay, just come here the door isn’t locked, where are you now?”
“ I’m at Junsu’s house, I’ll be there in 20 minutes.
“ Okay, just come in then, I’m not locking the door okay “
“ Okay”
He hang up the phone and try to close his eyes again but he just can’t do that, he get’s up and walk into the kitchen. Yunho has serve the breakfast for him, he goes to the bathroom before he eat his meal, he doesn’t forget to feed Jiji as well.
20 minutes later the doors open and the 2 other boys come in.
“ Hyuung “ Junsu hug him.
“ hey…why are you guys come so early, it makes my head ache” he said.
“ we need much time to do our work hyung come on don’t waste our time “
“ I know you’re so excited but I’m sleepy “ he said.
“ you didn’t sleep last night?”Junsu ask
“ I did” he said
“ then? “
“ I’m just so sleepy “ Jae’s whining to his 2 dongsaeng .
“ so, where’s Yunho hyung?” Junsu ask, while he plays with Jiji.
“ He’s out to work “ Jae said shortly.
Micky sits in front of Jae’s PC start to open various program Jae climb up to the sofa and lying there hugging a pillow.
He still thinking about Yunho, he doesn’t want to give such a burden to his lover, but he really wanna see Yunho playing that role.
“hyung, why are you daydreaming?” Yoochuns voice break his mind.
“ a? nothing, need help?” he ask.
“ yes, explain that” Yoochun point at the monitor, he’s open the previous page which is the page that he and Yunho was opened las night.
“ Oh..that’s ….” Jae, take a look at it and then back to lay on the sofa again, hugging the pillow, and avoiding Yoochun’s eyes.
Junsu so curious as well so he get into the front of the monitor and read the news, he ask the same question to his hyung. But Jae just keep silent he keep thinking about Yunho, well maybe he’s a little bit overreacted but, yes he saw it in Yunho’s eyes that Yunho really think about that.
“ Hyung..hyung..” he then realized that his 2 dongsaeng poking his cheek.
“ What the hell are you doing” he slap his dongsaengs hand.
“ You ignore us “ Junsu said.
“ Ah…sorry, let’s do our work then “ he said.
“ Nope before you tell us what happen “ Yoochun said, and Jae have no choice but to tell his dongsaengs.
“Okay, about Oh Yun Jae role in posseidon”
“ What was that?? Gay movie? “ Junsu said spontaneously
“ Shut up Junsu, It’s not a gay movie, it’s posseidon, remember? The drama that offered to me, I said I can’t take that due to our business lately, then, the scriptwriter offer it to Yunho..well I like him to take that role, but as you can see my fans have another point of view” he explain
“ Ah…I see..looks like because our situation now they’re feels like Yunho hyung steal your role” Yoochun said.
“ yeah, kind of “ Jae said. “ What do you guys think? “ he ask his dongsaengs.
“ Hmm…it’s Yunho hyungs choises, if he refuse to take the role then we can’t do anything, you don’t wanna force him do you? “ he said.
“ Yeah, don’t force him hyung” Junsu said.
“ But, I just want to see him showing that he is capable in this role, you know he’s capable right? So, this is a way to tell the world that we are still exist… “
“ That’s right, Yunho hyung have to keep DongBangShinKi’s name survive “
“Junsu….” Jae and Yoochun glaring at the easily swayed boy, and he shut his mouth immediately.
“ So what do you think hyung?” Yoochun ask.
“ Well, I won’t force him then…it’s up to him then, I believe there’s another way to keep our name, and I believe that our fans will be by our side as well, as usual..yeah what do you think ?” he ask Yoochun’s agreement.
“ Yeah, we can’t force him…I hope we get a right choice”
They do their work until it’s dark outside, they decided to stop for a while and preparing dinner, it’s been a long time that they aren’t gathering to have dinner together, as 5.
Jae calls Yunho and ask where he is, and tell him not to forget to bring Changmin with him.
He said he’s on the way home and he’s with the gigantic magnae right now.
When Yunho and Changmin arrive the food are ready on the table, they hug each other, Changmin’s eyes even teary because of it, he’s easily touched by the situation like this, meeting his hyungs and eat on the same table, talking, laughing, joking…he even miss to steal Junsu’s food.
“ So hyung, have you decided to take the role or not?” Junsu said, causing Jaejoong choked by the food, Yunho help him immediately.
“ Chill out boo…” he pat Jae’s back and give him a glass of water.
Yoochun glaring at Junsu and his innocent face, while Changmin giggling seeing Junsu’s innocent face like that.
“ Hyung you didn’t change at all hahahaha “ Changmin finally laughing at his hyung.
“ Did I ? Did I do something wrong?” Junsu ask his dongsaeng.
“ Bwahahahahahahahahaha “ Changmin just laughing even more.
“ Okay, okay…I’ve talked about it with Changmin today “ suddenly Yunho voices causing the silence.
“ You did??” Jae said and cough, Yunho rubbing his lovers back, while Jae drink more water.
“ Yeah, I’ve decided to take the role “ he said, and Jae choked by the water, and Changmin laugh like hell.
“ Joonggie I told you to eat and drink slowly “ he pat Jaejoong’s back again
“ Listen, I know maybe some of Jae fans will be mad at me, and thought that I’m stealing Jae’s role but, I take that risk, I think I need to show that we still exist and I believe Cassies will understand it, beside not all Jae’s fans mad at me, they’ll understand someday I believe that…what do you think?” he said.
“Beside it’s Oh YunJae “ Changmin said and laughing again.
“ Yeah Oh YunJae…” Yunho sighing and giggling.
“ Thank you “ Jae smiling,and Yunho peck his lips.
***
Jae asking Yunho about his decision again after everyone’s left, he sit on the bed beside Yunho with his blackberry on his hand reading mentions from his fans.
“ Have you think about it one more time?” Jae ask Yunho who sit beside him reading the same book
“ Yeah, I’ve told them I’ll sign the contract tomorrow, so they can announce the cast the day after tomorrow, it’s been scheduled right?”
“ Uh huh…thanks Yunnie “ Jae smiling again.
“ I do it not only for you but for our…you, Junsu and Yoochun have doing your best, Changmin as well so this is my turn to give you all the best…thanks for giving this chance to me “ Yunho cupped Jae’s face and kiss Jae’s plum lips gently.
“ You’re always welcome officer Oh YunJae, I’ll depend on you for this..” Jae kissed him back.
As they expected, fans are excited when the cast has been announced and because of Oh YunJae’s role, there’s still some mad fans but both of Yunho and Jaejoong knows that people who knows about them will understand this kind of situation.
~owari~