May 19, 2008 01:14
It's amazing how people change, and how much your environment and the people you surround yourself with have an affect on you. I recently found a bunch of friends I knew back in Primary School, and it's really interesting to see where they are now and see the person they grew into. It's also weird to see how different I am, and envision how I'd be different had I not moved to Canada. Would I have really stayed best friends with my close friends or would I have drifted off once we reached middle school? Would I be a social outcast or would I go out and party with big groups? Here in Canada, I have little interest to go out and get drunk and dislike parties. Yet part of me is really drawn to the going out lifestyle in England... Is it just because I desperately cling at my british nationality despite half of my life now officially been in Canada?
And I don't know if I want to go to safe grad or not. Grade 9 grad was nothing special, and I'd have a lot more fun going out for dinner at a restaurant I really enjoy and then doing something small yet fun and crazy with my closest friends. Seventy-one dollars is too much to go eat a dinner that i have no choice over, dance very little and then either make people slip me drinks and get drunk or stay sober and watch everyone else turn into idiots.. Yet it's safe grad... although it's not at all a tradition in England, it is a big thing in a north american life. Can I really not go to my high school graduation??
Conflicted as always!
Love Kanye West at the moment...so random<3
Homecoming<3
I'm coming home again, do you think about me now and then do you think about me now and then cuz im coming home again coming home again
I met this girl when i was three years old and what i loved most she had so much soul she said excuse me little homie i know you dont know me but my name is wendy and i like to blow trees and from that point on i never blow her off