stuff that's going on.

[tinkbaby]

dan is still in jail.
i'm not allowed to flirt with eric anymore. which makes me very sad, i was getting attached.
chris knows i think he's cute, and the idea of him being into me gives me goosebumps.
cramps were invented by the devil.
inspection tomorrow of the apartment, and i hate my privacy being invaded.
i erased the number off my mirror a while ago and it feels good to be over it.
everytime i see anything to do with makeup i decide what i need to make me feel better is lots of cool makeup.
everytime i see cool clothes i decide what i need to make me feel better is a new wardrobe.
i only have three weeks left of work, kinda cool, kinda scary.
i need a car. too expensive. fml.
i'm looking for apartments and its very difficult.
i'm stressed with life, and i don't want to talk to anyone about it but i feel like that's the only way to feel better.

is it wrong to tell someone you love them when it might put them in a difficult position?
i think i'm being selfish in my life, and i can't think how not to be without feeling even more awful.

and i should work out and get a tan and cut my hair and look better and feel better.
i am getting a haircut. just a trim. when i get paid this week.

and maybe we're going camping, that would be fun. difficult but amazing.
amazing sounds perfect right now.
also i hate recieving all these phone calls and thinking i'm really cool and realising that they're all for my brother.
i'm a loser. woo.