feeling helpless

[tinkbaby]

i'm scared of losing it.

and he's not the one.

so that's gotta be a bad sign right?

he was taking something out of his nightstand last night and i just happened to be angled so i could see inside.
well, thats where he keeps his condoms. convieniently placed.
it doesnt bother me that he has them. it bothers me that he has so many.

i don't know what to do.