Poster Child for Everlasting Optimism Strikes Again!
long meaningful conversations on the roof
eating pomegranates
spitting the seeds at the neighbors chimney
we could never spit that far
but why aim for something close, just
because you know you can hit it?
We were sharing our loves and firsts,
before the days of slurpees and making
out on my bed
we took pictures in the dark
so our expressions were always a surprise
We put on face masks. But we giggled
because we knew our skin was perfect.
But there was something more in the temptation
lust was the biggest part
couldn't it be that other feelings were involved
there was no doubt the way he smiled made
her shiver
and that his occassional touch took her
breath away
that sometimes she ached from being so happy
It was all so different from what she had
felt before
Like maybe it didn't need to last forever
in order for her to enjoy it now
Because you couldn't keep anyone forever
anyway
And no one would want her forever
And she discovered that maybe she
could live with being inadequate
as long as once in awhile someone
like him
would let her know that she
could make him happy.
Theres nothing better than his lips, his tounge
on me in me about me
holding on is not going to work
but why let go of something so sweet?
bitterness has not invaded me yet.
and i dont think it will
All those times I said "I do not love him yet."
Apparently we can forget the yet.
Hope is building
Good things will come
REGRET does not equal DEFEAT
it does not equal SADNESS or LOSS
I only want whats best for me
I want the green to be brighter
in my world
this is getting a bit excessive.
eating pomegranates
spitting the seeds at the neighbors chimney
we could never spit that far
but why aim for something close, just
because you know you can hit it?
We were sharing our loves and firsts,
before the days of slurpees and making
out on my bed
we took pictures in the dark
so our expressions were always a surprise
We put on face masks. But we giggled
because we knew our skin was perfect.
But there was something more in the temptation
lust was the biggest part
couldn't it be that other feelings were involved
there was no doubt the way he smiled made
her shiver
and that his occassional touch took her
breath away
that sometimes she ached from being so happy
It was all so different from what she had
felt before
Like maybe it didn't need to last forever
in order for her to enjoy it now
Because you couldn't keep anyone forever
anyway
And no one would want her forever
And she discovered that maybe she
could live with being inadequate
as long as once in awhile someone
like him
would let her know that she
could make him happy.
Theres nothing better than his lips, his tounge
on me in me about me
holding on is not going to work
but why let go of something so sweet?
bitterness has not invaded me yet.
and i dont think it will
All those times I said "I do not love him yet."
Apparently we can forget the yet.
Hope is building
Good things will come
REGRET does not equal DEFEAT
it does not equal SADNESS or LOSS
I only want whats best for me
I want the green to be brighter
in my world
this is getting a bit excessive.