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bout shit myself yesterday morning when I got a response from Kyle. Apparently he knew ... so that was sorta time wasted.
It was kinda nice though, to get a response out of him. Is it sad it kinda made my morning a little better. I miss him being in my life a lot. But, that is my mistake. I had my chances to keep him in my life, or at least not end things so negatively and I didn't do it. Also thats isn't my life. I need to focus on my life today. Benny and Mitchell.
I am still in this funk.
I kinda wish I would hurry up and get out of it. I am tired of not feeling happy, I mean not like I particularly feel happy all the time anyways, but I would like the smiles to touch my heart not just my face.
eh ...
Really not much else to write about.
Benny has been sleeping on and off alright, but ... Mitch touching himself all night keeps me up because it pisses me off. He does it even when he is sleeping ... I don't think he knows he does. But ... how do you tell someone to stop doing shit like that ? Hey stop jerking off in your sleep it shakes the bed keeps me up ... lol yeah thats cool. Gosh some days ...
It was kinda nice though, to get a response out of him. Is it sad it kinda made my morning a little better. I miss him being in my life a lot. But, that is my mistake. I had my chances to keep him in my life, or at least not end things so negatively and I didn't do it. Also thats isn't my life. I need to focus on my life today. Benny and Mitchell.
I am still in this funk.
I kinda wish I would hurry up and get out of it. I am tired of not feeling happy, I mean not like I particularly feel happy all the time anyways, but I would like the smiles to touch my heart not just my face.
eh ...
Really not much else to write about.
Benny has been sleeping on and off alright, but ... Mitch touching himself all night keeps me up because it pisses me off. He does it even when he is sleeping ... I don't think he knows he does. But ... how do you tell someone to stop doing shit like that ? Hey stop jerking off in your sleep it shakes the bed keeps me up ... lol yeah thats cool. Gosh some days ...