mneh
mneh, don't know exactly what to say... but Laura was here for my birthday and it was cool, basicaly me, her and adam sitting there laughing at TV but better than spending my birthday with relatives... I called Freya and just ended up feeling like shit for it... i don't know why, maybe its because February 13th gets closer by the second and without her here i can do fuck all about it. Regardless i cant sleep because of it or these pains i've had since she went into hospital weeks ago, so i'm guessing i'll just go watch a dvd or have a shower.