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there was an entry...that i just looked up in my memories..about something stupid. but god- that brings back memories.
comments from jake, matt, emily, kat and even ginny
back when we all got along
what the fuck happened?!
none of even talk anymore
and for a brief instant of reading that
imiss having friends that were actually my friends
but not really
people change and you have to move on
and it sucks
and it hurts
but thats how it is
and we all have to forget to save our feelings from being sad
you have to have a leather hard outer shell to not be depressed about the past all the time
and i'm tired of being a stone
because i'm sad
but we'll all move on
and somehow that makes it ok
except for the days when we catch a stare
make eye contact
say hello by default
hear an old friend laugh
recall a memory thorugh a smell
or read some stupid entry on a deleted journal of ours
god i hate it
comments from jake, matt, emily, kat and even ginny
back when we all got along
what the fuck happened?!
none of even talk anymore
and for a brief instant of reading that
imiss having friends that were actually my friends
but not really
people change and you have to move on
and it sucks
and it hurts
but thats how it is
and we all have to forget to save our feelings from being sad
you have to have a leather hard outer shell to not be depressed about the past all the time
and i'm tired of being a stone
because i'm sad
but we'll all move on
and somehow that makes it ok
except for the days when we catch a stare
make eye contact
say hello by default
hear an old friend laugh
recall a memory thorugh a smell
or read some stupid entry on a deleted journal of ours
god i hate it