Title: Sho to Hana Parings: Ninomiya Kazunari/Sho Sakurai/ Matsumoto Jun Rating: R Genre: Romance, Drama, Angst Lenght : One-shot in 2 parts beta reader & correction : mugen_ai3 I'll be eternally grateful to her for her kindness and her very hard work. Thanks love^O^ Disclamer: I own nothing except my stories.... Summary : Sho need a child minder, Nino need a job
During long weeks after, Nino tried to avoid his employer, talking with him only when it was about the little girl. Sho looked embarrassed and frustrated but that's all Nino could offer to him for the moment. He wanted to keep a distance between them. He was much too afraid he feeling would betray him if he spoke too much. Luckily, his cousin had become a supportive fixture in his life and they finally learned to appreciate each other. Nino even convinced Aiba to join him for a visit at his parent's place. He saw Masaki’s full laughter like never before, and Nino’s parents were amazed by this wonderful cousin who had a respectable job in a luxurious manor. When they returned to Sakurai's house, Masaki thanked Nino and took him in embrace, surprising him truly. Nino went to bed, happy of his day off and he wasn't asleep when he heard Hana calling him. No longer did she sleep in her tint cradle but, a crib where she stood up alone, now she was a 7 months little girl.
“Konnichiwa Hana-chan, I missed you today, you know ? Did you miss me too?” “Of course.” answered Sakurai's voice sounded behind Nino. “You missed her.” “Oh, sorry, I didn't hear you.” “Did you have a nice day off?” whispered Sho kneeling at Nino's side, taking the little girl's hand, playing with her fingers. “Yes, it was great. It has been a long time since I had that much fun.” “Did you take a stroll?” “No, I was at my parent's place.” “Oh...” « Oh ? » “You were at your parent's place with Aiba. It's really serious between the two of you?” “What? No ! What are you thinking? Aiba is my cousin.” “Your cousin?” “Yeah. I wanted to tell you, but if I did he would have killed me. He has a little issue with the fact that he come from a poor family, you see...” “That’s silly!” “You said it!” laughed Nino. “So...you're not together?” “No, I'm not very fond of incest.” “And you are with someone else?” Mumbled Sho seriously without looking at Nino, visibly disturbed. “Except Hana, there's no one in my life.”
Sho faced him and saw Nino's gaze on him.
“Great,” he said with a big smile. “You seem to enjoy the fact that I'm a poor single man...” “Absolutely. Oh, no! Forgive me. I just figured out that after several months.” “What?” Nino asked in confusion. “Nothing, it's nothing. Sleep my baby,” said Sho focusing on the little girl. “Sakurai-san?” “Yes? “I wondered. Hana is trying really hard to say some words and I just figured out that when I talk about you to her, I say ‘Papa’ maybe, you want to be referred to as something else? » “You talk about me?” “Often. You're our favorite subject. So?” “So what?” “O-O ?” “Sorry, I didn't listen after 'when I talk about you.'” “Just forget it. It's not a big deal, I'll go on like this. Good night Sakurai-san.” said Nino standing up suddenly, leaving the room rather cowardly. But what happened in his head, damn? Sho flirted with him now? And of his boyfriend ? It was really disgusting...
The following week, Sho came earlier from work and he could even go with Nino in the fairground for Hana's stroll. One day they were laid out on a cover at the park near Sakurai’s home, Hana playing between them, Nino told him what he had on the heart.
“Sakurai-san, I noticed you been coming home earlier recently.” “I do my best, it’s true.” “It's very good for Hana, as she grows and it's important for her to have her daddy but. I'm...I'm not very at ease with this situation.” “It bothers you? My presence upset you?” “No, no ! But I'm thinking about your couple life. You should take care of Matsumoto-san, he could think there is something between us, more than a simple employer/employee relationship.” “And?” “He could misunderstand.” “We have split up.” “What ? But...” “I can't stay with a man who understands me so little...and I must confess, I don't understand him either. Plus I'm in love with someone else.” “I see, effectively, you can't stay with him.” “Nino.” “Hum?” said Nino looking anything but Sakurai. “You know I'm talking about you right?” “Yes, I'm not an idiot. I'm just so embarrassed that I don't know how to react.” “Don't be cruel with me, please. You can tell me the truth; I will not begrudge if you don't want me. It has nothing to do with your work. I'm not telling you I'll be delighted, but I endure it bravely.” Nino burst out laughing seeing Sho's miserable look. “I'd love to see that.” “Really?” “No, I'm joking. I guess we should probably...kiss ne?” Sho sat slowly and looked at Nino. He bent down cautiously, his heart racing like a fool and when Nino closed his eyes, he took his lips. “Sakurai-san…” “Call me Sho.” “Sho, I think someone is watching us.” moaned Nino against Sho's lips. “Papa!” said Hana clearly in her tiny baby voice. “She said papa?” “Yes she said papa!” Sho took Hana in his arms and kissed her pretty neck. “It's silly, I didn't think I would be so moved.” “Wait until the day she walks on her own, it will be worse.” “Give me some time please, I'm trying to not anticipate. One day after another. And today was a beautiful day.” “Shall we go back?” “Yes, let’s go home.” Nino took the cover and the toys as Sho headed back with Hana.
Sho took a little more spare time, delegating work to his employees (but not too much), finishing some work at home, in his office where a little place was made for Nino and Hana. Aiba and Nana mocked him of course, telling Nino that he has found a good husband who came back at home early to enjoy his wife's and baby's company. But everything was not as dreamy as it seemed. If they were really in love, they didn't share any real intimacy. Even if Nino carved for it. Sho cornered him in the house's corridors to kiss him or hold his hand but when the night came, he wished him good night at his bedroom's door. It was absolutely insane! Nino was lost and doubted his own sex-appeal or Sho's mental state. One evening when they had just put Hana to bed, Nino stood with Sho at the bottom of the stairs. He kissed him more deeply, opening his mouth to let his tongue play on Sho's lips, asking him for access. Sho embraced him in a moan and Nino felt the victory coming. He pushed Sho against the wall and rubbed his hips against his in invitation.
“Nino.” “Hum?” “Nino...” “What?” “Good night,” said Sho pulling away from him. “Sakurai Sho, if you climb those stairs, I swear to you that I'll follow you.” “What? What's the matter?” “Answer truthfully, why are you with me? For Hana?” “What?” “You throw Matsumoto away because he didn't like children. You want me because I love her and she loves me?” “My paternal love has some limits, Nino, and the man I choose has nothing to do with Hana. Clearly.” “So why don't we make love?” “That’s a direct question.” “I don't have any choice, you have been the dodge king for two months. Two months, Sho! You kiss me, you hold my hand, and...nothing! I'm not a teenaged girl, I need more. Are you sure you gonna fuck me one day?” “I'm taking my time. I don't want you to think I just want to 'fuck you', you know.” « I want you to fuck me, Sho please. Tell me you want me as much as I want you. »
Sho didn't answer but took his hand dragging him till the floor he slept. He took him to his bedroom and closed the door behind them. Sho leaned forward to Nino and cupped his face, kissing him strongly, forcing his mouth with his tongue, stroking Nino's body sensually. Nino finally understood he was holding back till now, probably to keep his self-control. He blushed hard. He didn't expect this...and it was confusing.
“I think, I'm gonna take a shower....before.” whispered Nino getting away from Sho breathlessly. “The bathroom is there.” said Sho showing an open door “You don't undress? You can't take a shower like that, can you Nino?” “Of course, I'll undress in the bathroom.” “I’ll help you.” Sho came to him and put his hand under Nino's T-shirt, taking it off but he stopped when only his mouth was revealed, his arms still up.
Sho kissed gently the mole on Nino's chin then took his lips slowly. Nino moaned loudly and agreed to play, not trying to get out his fabric jail. Sho dragged him to the bed and lay him down, then kissed his neck and his chest, licking his nipples while Nino arched under the hot mouth. Sho stroked his stomach then unzipped his jeans skillfully, before unleashing his own shirt. He laid down against Nino and he felt him thrilling when he touched his skin. Nino now wished to get rid of his T-shirt to see Sho at last but also, he wanted to enjoy this blind kiss. It was so damn good and unexpected. He knew how gentle and tender Sho could be but, he never thought he was so talented for erotic play. He moved his hips asking him to take off his jeans but he heard Sho softly laughing. “You’re in a hurry for it.” “Yes...I’ve waited for so long.” “Me too, you don't imagine how much. The first time I saw you in my office, I found you so cute. I struggled to stay so stoical.” Nino's breath became wilder when he heard the silky voice whispering at his ear. “Sho, please...I beg you…” Nino raised his hips once again. Sho caressed his chest slowly and took off the jeans, leaving just his boxers deformed by his erection. He kissed the member's tip briefly through the fabric, making Nino whine for more. He took Nino in his mouth, enjoying his lover's groan. Sho saw him biting his lips trying to refrain his groans. He stood up and took off Nino's boxer. Nino heard him get off the bed, then the sound of a belt unbuckled. Few seconds later, he felt a warm body on his and he stopped breathing totally excited. If he was hard, Sho was much harder than him. He opened his thighs to rub his crotch against Sho's and broke down.
“Sho, let me see you please.” He begged. “The game is over?” “I'm serious Sho, this is not a game for me.” Sho took off the T-shirt and met Nino's gaze. “I'm serious too, I love you.”
Nino felt his heart exploding when he heard these words. He put his arms down and his little hands on his lover's nape, deepening their kiss, taking his mouth sweetly before his desire become too strong. Nino rolled over him and smirked. “It's my turn.”
He kissed Sho like he had dreamt so many nights, making him groan endlessly, biting and licking, enjoying each one of his reactions. Sho reached out and opened his drawer, taking out condoms and a bottle of lube. “Let me do this,” said Nino taking the items. Sho lay on his back and stared as Nino straddled him and after pouring a generous anount of the oily liquid on his fingers began to stretch himself. He put the condom on Sho's hardness, positioned it between his cheeks and took him slowly. Sho groaned loudly as he entered totally in him and caressed the smooth skin of his thighs and waist letting Nino find his own pace. He kept Sho deeply in his belly making circular motions, taking him far away in extasy. Sho pull up his hands on Nino's side and made him bent over to kiss him softly. Nino took his lover's hand and placed it on his cock urging Sho to pump it up. Their movements became erratic until they come in a synchronous gasp. The younger put his forehead on his lover’s forehead, each smiling happily, kissing tenderly, and their tongues danced gently together.
“I love you too.” Nino said breathlessly against Sho's mouth.
Sho pulled out of him half-heartedly and lay Nino down on his back then cover them with the sheets. He kissed Nino's head, smiling.
“You should move out.” “What?” “You have to move in with me, I can't possibly live in the nursery.” “You want me to live here?” “We have lived under the same roof for months!” Sho chuckled seeing the surprised look on Nino's face. “But it's the first time we make love.” “That's why you have to sleep with me…” “Huh...” “It's a 'yes'?” “We will talk later.” “Nino, Answer me!” “I should sleep, Hana will wake up at seven tomorrow.” “I'll wake up with her.” “Really.” “I promise.” “You're ready for anything…so…” Nino looked Sho in a smirk. He trailed his finger on his lover's chest, reawaking his desire. Are you gonna tell me, how serious man could possibly have a piercing in his navel and where you learned to be so good in bed?” “It's a long story.” “I have time.” “We have all our time, it's true. But not tonight, for the moment, we have something much better to do...” sighed Sho, turning Nino on his side spooning him. He rubbed his low part against Nino's butt and put his hands on his tights grasping him softly. “Again?” “You are inspiring me.” “You...you getting up tomorrow, ne?” “Hmm,” groaned Sho nibbling his ear. “Ok, it works for me.”
~+~+ “Ne, Kazu-chan?” “Yes, Princess?” “Will you stay with me at school?” “No.” Nino laughed combing Hana's hair splitting it in two perfect braids. “But I'll come with you in the class and I'll be there at the end of the class to bring you home.” “Daddy too?” “Daddy too, are you worried?” “A little bit.” “Give me your feet, I'll put your socks on. School will be great, you'll see, you will have a lot of friends perhaps a little boy who will be in love with you...and the sensei will be very gentle, I'm sure of it. And if someone bothers you, you tell me, I'll scold him. Don't ask to Daddy, he doesn't know how to kick the little brat's butt.” “I don't know how to do...what?” asked Sho coming in the bedroom. Hana laughed seeing Nino make a face and she jumped in his father's arms. “Are you ready?” “Yep,” said Hana a determined look on her little face. “So let's go! And you too, butt kicker of little brats.” huffed Sho taking Nino's hand.
Aiba and Nana gave a snack to the little girl and waved at her, tears in their eyes.
“She isn’t leaving for war,” joked Nino slapping his cousin's forehead.
They took Hana at school trying their best to not show her how anxious they were. She waved at them briefly and the two men went to the car silently. Nino stroked his lover's thigh.
“Are you ok?” “Not really, but it will be all right tonight, when she will be at home.’
Nino burst out laugh, hiding his own apprehensions. But Sho knew him too well to not notice his sad look. When Sho came back home after his work, he went straight to his daughter’s bedroom and saw how she was delighted by her school. He felt a little relieved but truly nostalgic. Now his baby will learn new things, without him, she will meet other people he didn't know. A parents life was not a smooth sailing. When he gets to his bedroom, Nino was still in their bed playing with his DS and Sho smiled at him while undressing. “So, how was your first day?” he asked just like he did few minutes ago with Hana. Nino left his game and sat in the bed. “First, tell me how your day was? The book?” “I'm happy.” Sho smirked laying down at Nino's side, embracing him. For several months, he had been preparing a book gathering his sister's pictures and he was in contact with an art gallery to make an exhibition. “Chie would be happy. And Hana will be proud of her mum.” “And I'm proud of you, Sakurai Sho” said Nino kissing his neck. “Your turn.” “Actually, I wanted talk to you.” “Oh.” “What, 'oh?’” “No, no. I take back my 'oh' and I’ll listen carefully.”
Nino looked him seriously.
“Hana goes at school.” “And?” “And until now, I took care of her. I… What can I do now?” “You want another baby,” asked Sho arching an eyebrow. “Baka...” “Yes, but you laughed.” “But perhaps it's not a bad idea...I could take one of my nephew, my sister is not really good in maths, I wonder if she will even notice.” “It work for me.” “No, seriously, Sho...what I'm gonna do? I don't want to be a lazy housewife! Nana-chan cooks, Aiba holds the house. They are gonna hate me if I annoy them.” “Why don't you go to university?” “What? “You'd be a great teacher.” “Me, at school?” “Your daughter goes at school, why not you?”
Nino let the idea slowly make his way. It was obvious. Yes, he would love to go at the university!
“When I see you with that face, I'm sure you love my idea.” “You'll be happy if I say yes?” “I have been thinking about it for a while, and if you were a teacher you could, uh...stay with Hana all day long and take care of her.” Nino laughed and kissed him. “In truth, your just want to fuck a student, huh?” Sho straddled him, and Nino blushed. How was it possible to get so excited in five seconds? wondered the younger man. Sho put a finger under his chin and whispered to him, “exactly” with a needy voice.