Sep 13, 2004 20:31
so yeah, it's been a while.
I'm sitting here trying to gather up all the events that have happened since we last spoke. since you stopped talking to me. since I refused to talk to you. since you refused to talk to me. I've been thinking of what's going on. It felt like so much, but when I think of you I know all that I'm missing.
Greek Olympics were on Sunday. It wasn't a whole lot of fun. We tie-dyed shirts on Saturday, but I was pissed off. Friday was just an all around awful day. I just can't seem to have a good day lately. I don't even have to think to wonder why.
School's going really well. I love all except one of my classes. I hate one of my english classes. Tai Chi is a lot of fun. It helps relax me.
I have the biggest sore throat. I don't feel well, but I think it's my attitude. One of my suitemates is really starting to piss me off. but again, I think it's my attitude. It's like she wants to be the mouth and never the ear.
Hey everyone: I'm ready to stop being the ear.
Kaycee's so great. I call her whenever I feel down and just the sound of her laugh makes me feel a thousand times better. My suitemate, Kristal, is super cool and I love to hang out with her.
We watched How to Lose a Guy in Ten Days and I thought about you.
It's tiresome to just sit and watch the world go by and think you have nothing to do with it. It's lonely being alone sometimes. and it's sooo lonely not being alone sometimes.
I am alone.
I am not alone.
I'm so emotional I hate it. I don't even have to think to wonder why.
I'm reading Lullaby by Chuck Pahliniuk. It's good so far, but then again, Chuck kicks butt. Even if it's "sad." dude... get over it.
People are making me literally crazy.
Tomorrow's going to suck... I have band and I have a sore throat. I have a sore throat and I have band.
yes, I do think the only reason I updated is so I can complain. *shrug* so what, don't I have a right?
dude, these girls I know do nothing but complain and I never knew how much I hate it and how much I hate it and how much I hate it. And I wonder if I sounded half as bad as they did. Holy crap, how could you have stood me for so long. it's ridiculous. Get over it
"build a bridge and get over it"
"why you gotta go and waste my flavor for"
"I can be an asshole of the grandest kind
I can withold like it's going out of style
I can be the moodiest baby
And you've never met anyone
As negative as I am sometimes
I am the wisest woman you've ever met
I'm the kindest soul with whom you've connected
I have the bravest heart that you've ever seen
And you've never met anyone
As positive as I am sometimes
You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
Of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive agressiveness can be devistating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you've never met anyone who's closed down as I am sometimes
You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
Of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
What I resist, persists, and speaks louder than I know
What I resist, you love, no matter how low or high I go
I am the funniest woman that you've ever known
I am the dullest woman that you've ever known
I am the most gorgeous woman that you've ever known
And you've never met anyone as everything as I am sometimes
You see everything
You see every part
You see all my light
And you love my dark
You dig everything
Of which I'm ashamed
There's not anything to which you can't relate
And you're still here
And you're still here
And you're still here
here's not anything to
[ALANIS MORISSETTE]
the guys next door are cool sometimes but they can be jerks. I should tell you about this one time, but i won't. they blare music all the time and it's getting freakin annoying. like... really. sometimes they play the cure... and that's really awesome. they were playing U2 the other day and I was so sad.
I did a paper on Pride... and I wanted to show you. I wanted you to say wow, that's awesome. Amanda, you are awesome.
my throat still hurts
my table's sticky with lucky charms
I was watching Blue Streak with Kristal, but I came in here to find "6 Underground" to download, but Blubster isn't working for me. at all
I can hear their music.
"I have seen the mermaids sing
I do not think they will sing for me."