alright. yeah, this is really a pre-teen and teen concept but I'm really feeling very imprisioned by my mom's restrictions. What I can and what I can't do.... no... mainly what I can't do
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If it makes n e difference.....kornutNovember 7 2003, 10:26:23 UTC
i like that ur different. i like that ur not like ur mom or ur sister or ur brother. i like that there is NO ONE like u in our family, because to be quite honest, sometimes im not particularly fond of our family and the hallways they call their minds. of course this is coming from a girl with scrambled eggs for brains because im so mixed up and holes in her face for self expression instead of a new wardrobe. i understand that many people dont accept this, but im really too tired trying to please everyone else, because i know that will NEVER happen. no matter what WE do, it wont ever be good enough for EVERYONE. if it finally satisfies the demands of one, its too little for the other. i know that its hard to feel good about yourself when u feel you are so obviously the black sheep of the family, but the fact of the matter is it's the opposite way around. u arent the outcast, and u shouldnt be the one that is trying to fit in with them, THEY should want to be more like u, because when measured, lined up, compared and contrasted, it is most definitely u that shines the brightest. while all of us are eventually be put into situations where we must deal with people, u will be able to communicate and accept the things THEY will not. It is a strenght, and when u get a student who doesnt exactly match the rest of the flock, they will be greatful u dont do to them what u are recieving/have recieved/will recieve from others for the same reasons. u are a wonderful person inside, who cares about the shell that holds u back. all YOU are is so much more than what u display. *sigh*
all thats left to say is u are wonderful.
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