"Yeah I'm gonna have to move on... before we meet again..."
and i did.
i started writing in this with hopes that you would stumble upon it someday and get to see how much you hurt me...
...again.
i thought getting over you would be the hardest thing i would ever be forced to do.
truth is - it wasn't.
it was rather pretty easy.
along with this realization came the need for some closure.
what we left wasn't nearly closed at all what with all our silly pacts and empty promises of our summer to become what would be best for us.
but i found it.
i managed to find exactly what i wanted from you.
you played games and tried to fight what was really going on but the truth of the matter is - i can read you like a book...
...whoops...
now i'm closing my book with you...
...not starting a new chapter...
...or leaving the pages blank to fill in someday...
it's closed. done.
it doesn't mean you are out of my life completely - although as it stands right now what little part you are in is simply a connection to my blood line.
i won't mind hearing from you.
i won't mind wishing you luck and happiness.
i won't even mind congratulating you.
but i won't miss you anymore.
i won't think of you often.
i won't pretend it's only a matter of time.
i've moved on - for a while now.
i just needed that little something to show me that my "what ifs" no longer lie in your hands...
i started writing in this with hopes that you would stumble upon it someday and get to see how much you hurt me...
...again.
i thought getting over you would be the hardest thing i would ever be forced to do.
truth is - it wasn't.
it was rather pretty easy.
along with this realization came the need for some closure.
what we left wasn't nearly closed at all what with all our silly pacts and empty promises of our summer to become what would be best for us.
but i found it.
i managed to find exactly what i wanted from you.
you played games and tried to fight what was really going on but the truth of the matter is - i can read you like a book...
...whoops...
now i'm closing my book with you...
...not starting a new chapter...
...or leaving the pages blank to fill in someday...
it's closed. done.
it doesn't mean you are out of my life completely - although as it stands right now what little part you are in is simply a connection to my blood line.
i won't mind hearing from you.
i won't mind wishing you luck and happiness.
i won't even mind congratulating you.
but i won't miss you anymore.
i won't think of you often.
i won't pretend it's only a matter of time.
i've moved on - for a while now.
i just needed that little something to show me that my "what ifs" no longer lie in your hands...