6 years later....
I've been going through and reading my livejournal posts from through out the years. I've enjoyed going back and being able to relive all the memories: hurt, pain, happiness, love, etc. I also discovered that I never knew what love truly was until Nate. I had never known a true 100% unwavering love.
I wish I could say I've grown and the world got better for me, but it hasn't. I've come a long way from the girl I once was, but I'm realizing that even after all this time most of that "girl" hasn't left who I've become as an "adult". What did happen is that I did marry Nate, August 2010 and I found out that you need more than just love for a marriage to work...
I doubt anyone even reads Live Journals anymore and all my friends have since left to more modern social media but I'm glad I had LJ to confide in, to tell all my emotions and stories to without judgement. I guess maybe I just needed to let my old friend know that I'm okay for the most part and that I come to visit over the years despite the absence of entries.
I wish I could say I've grown and the world got better for me, but it hasn't. I've come a long way from the girl I once was, but I'm realizing that even after all this time most of that "girl" hasn't left who I've become as an "adult". What did happen is that I did marry Nate, August 2010 and I found out that you need more than just love for a marriage to work...
I doubt anyone even reads Live Journals anymore and all my friends have since left to more modern social media but I'm glad I had LJ to confide in, to tell all my emotions and stories to without judgement. I guess maybe I just needed to let my old friend know that I'm okay for the most part and that I come to visit over the years despite the absence of entries.