I sleep my life away....
I overslept again for work today...I think i'm forever doomed at this whole job thing. Unless I somehow find something that will let me work the hours of 2pm----i'm screwed. I'm just so not a morning person. Anyway, I'm killing time until after our lunch break so I can pretend that I told them that I wasn't coming in until after lunch today. They won't remember and then I dont get fucked. I'm the worst employee ever in life. Trust me, don't hire me. haha.
Yesterday I went to Jamie's hosue to pick up my bag (of clothes ha) that I left there and I ended up talking to Sally (his Mom) for a really long time. We sat on her "stoop" and chatted for about an hour and a half...before I even realized I was all a mess she had already made me feel 20 times better. Mothers have a way of doing that, even your best friends Mothers. I wonder if when I become a Mother, I'll have that weird 6th sense that they all have. Creepy...Anyway, she convinced me that I really should go to American University next year. I wish I wasnt so damn terrified to leave Connecticut. I want to go to DC so bad and I know I need to figure out if this whole lawyer/ poli sci thing is really for me but I think I have the courage to travel somewhere completly new where I dont know anyone. and so contradictory to that, my favorite thing in the world is meeting new people. somethings wrong with me...seriously wrong. Went to Margaritas for dinner with the crew. Mike, our waiter was very fun, pretty hot too. Invited us back to his house afterwards to hang out. Smart guy to flirt with a table of girls (and Jamie..haha he hated us) only to get a good tip. Ass. Lol.
Oh well. Ok, I have an hour left to kill before lunch is over and I can go and con my workplace into paying me for half a day. Wow. Loser.
Have a good Monday----
Yesterday I went to Jamie's hosue to pick up my bag (of clothes ha) that I left there and I ended up talking to Sally (his Mom) for a really long time. We sat on her "stoop" and chatted for about an hour and a half...before I even realized I was all a mess she had already made me feel 20 times better. Mothers have a way of doing that, even your best friends Mothers. I wonder if when I become a Mother, I'll have that weird 6th sense that they all have. Creepy...Anyway, she convinced me that I really should go to American University next year. I wish I wasnt so damn terrified to leave Connecticut. I want to go to DC so bad and I know I need to figure out if this whole lawyer/ poli sci thing is really for me but I think I have the courage to travel somewhere completly new where I dont know anyone. and so contradictory to that, my favorite thing in the world is meeting new people. somethings wrong with me...seriously wrong. Went to Margaritas for dinner with the crew. Mike, our waiter was very fun, pretty hot too. Invited us back to his house afterwards to hang out. Smart guy to flirt with a table of girls (and Jamie..haha he hated us) only to get a good tip. Ass. Lol.
Oh well. Ok, I have an hour left to kill before lunch is over and I can go and con my workplace into paying me for half a day. Wow. Loser.
Have a good Monday----