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Jul 04, 2005 23:04

I guess now is a good time as any to start over. I dunno why I feel like I lost everyone. I dont get along with my family at all.Anymore every thing has went wrong. From what I see of my mom when she isnt workin or with her b/f we fight constantly. Me n my sis get along on and off when she is home. I basically spent 4th of july by myself. I walked my dog to the dog park for like half the day literaly I left at like 3: and got home 7:45 . I been hurt so many fucken times by my ex its amazing. I've been led on only to have him hang all over some girl infront of my face after he tells me he loves me and misses me. Right watever cuz I had feelings for him so it felt like a slap in the face to have him push away from me after all that. But whatver thats done for good. I hate him and what he did.And I hope he does know how much of an asshole he is and how hurt I was.
Anyways i stopped caring about everyone else.Im concetrating on getting the fuck out of here. As soon as I finish senior year Im living on campus and Im hoping the second year to get an apartment and leave hamden for good. I hate it here so much
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