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Christmas ment a lot more to me when I was little. Its not that Me n my sis dont get as many presents I could care less about that but its the fact that my mom wasnt there tonight when i went over my grandmothers and my aunt and cousins were there and then my sis came. She was out with her boyfriend over his familys house. Its my grandfathers favorite holiday and she couldnt even fucken be there. He does so much for our family If it wasnt for him we wouldnt have the place we live in now.He helps us when my mom cant afford to pay some bill cause my "Dad" didnt pay child support cause he was to drunk and he is in a hospital. Now my mom wears my clothes tryin to act younger then she is and sayin how she hates her boyfriend then when she is with him he is gods gift to the world. It bullshit. She always says how she had to raiseme and my sis and she never had time to go out so now she could.
Its like what the fuck ya my sis is all grown up she is 19 but im only 16 fucken years old I still need a mother. I dont have a father so she has to take that away from me too. I barely see her she is always out wit her bf and i work and go to school and usually my sis picks me up. And i might see her in the mornin be4 igoto school and on weekends but yeah we have agood relationship (sarcastically). Me and my sis have to deal with so much shit we grew up a lot quicker then we should of. I kno noones perfect but she is just fuckin upso much i jus want nothing to do with her anymore. Well my x mas eve is basically ruined. Atleast i got to spend it withmy grandfather.
Hope everyone else has a Merry christmas.
Its like what the fuck ya my sis is all grown up she is 19 but im only 16 fucken years old I still need a mother. I dont have a father so she has to take that away from me too. I barely see her she is always out wit her bf and i work and go to school and usually my sis picks me up. And i might see her in the mornin be4 igoto school and on weekends but yeah we have agood relationship (sarcastically). Me and my sis have to deal with so much shit we grew up a lot quicker then we should of. I kno noones perfect but she is just fuckin upso much i jus want nothing to do with her anymore. Well my x mas eve is basically ruined. Atleast i got to spend it withmy grandfather.
Hope everyone else has a Merry christmas.