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Heard from Jesús. I wrote him an e-mail, first time I've tried since May- and he wrote back. He's still deployed. He apologized for everything, explained a little bit.. not much. He's been in depressed/self-destructive mode pretty much since he left. Couldn't bring himself to talk to me. Said it wasn't about me, wasn't my fault that his life is broken. I wrote back and thanked him for writing me, told him I still cared for him and that God loved him very much, and to please write me again. But don't get me wrong, it's still over between us. I'll update about London soon.