First One
So I guess a little about myself. I am in a weird stage of life right now, lost a job, collecting unemployment, and in school. Things are a little weird for me and I'm not real sure what exactly I want to do with my life or if I want to continue pursuing the degree plan that I have been on for over a year and a half. It's weird because I sometimes think I am too fickle and change my mind too often.
I do know what I do not want to do for sure. I do not want to have a job like my boyfriend has. What kind of life can you really have when you are working between 50-60 hours a week. He is becoming more and more forgetful, very short tempered, and just all around cranky. He is always tired and always not feeling well. If I say something, I'm not supportive. However, I remember right before I lost my job he bitched at me about the same things. Complained I was always so negative and never felt good.
This is very much a source of contention because he thinks what he is doing is fine and he has gotten a little too used to the money. He makes no effort to not spend as much time at work. I'm not so sure how I would feel about this whole situation if we were actually living together though. I wouldn't be happy if I had planned a dinner for him and he doesn't get home until close to 9.
I guess I shouldn't base my decision on what other people have decided to do with their life. I gotta find out exactly what it is that would make me feel good about myself and give me a little passion in my life. Right now I feel like there is nothing, and passion might be a good thing to have.
I do know what I do not want to do for sure. I do not want to have a job like my boyfriend has. What kind of life can you really have when you are working between 50-60 hours a week. He is becoming more and more forgetful, very short tempered, and just all around cranky. He is always tired and always not feeling well. If I say something, I'm not supportive. However, I remember right before I lost my job he bitched at me about the same things. Complained I was always so negative and never felt good.
This is very much a source of contention because he thinks what he is doing is fine and he has gotten a little too used to the money. He makes no effort to not spend as much time at work. I'm not so sure how I would feel about this whole situation if we were actually living together though. I wouldn't be happy if I had planned a dinner for him and he doesn't get home until close to 9.
I guess I shouldn't base my decision on what other people have decided to do with their life. I gotta find out exactly what it is that would make me feel good about myself and give me a little passion in my life. Right now I feel like there is nothing, and passion might be a good thing to have.