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Hello, I'm back and different than ever.
Many things have happened over my summer course.
What can I say, I guess I've grown from them? I got to see a little bit of my options but I'm still confused what I really want in life. I think I should just let destiny take its course. I shouldn't plan anything in the "love" department because I don't want someone to tell me what I want in the future, I just want to let things happen as we go.
I got my car, surprisingly.. I'm still kinda surprised I have that car ha ha! I got it quicker than my brother did, no fusses liek my brother had to go through, & the car was more expensive than my brothers. I am quite fascinated how I did that, lol.
But now, here comes the REAL growing up part. I have to get a job, help pay insurance, take SAT's this October (which I hope to get a high score so I can start applying for colleges :T), try to keep up with my work in school while trying to live my last teen days (?) I don't know how to put that.
Recently, my brother has moved out for college. I was sad & miss him because he moved out, me and him were pretty close even though we had our bad times. House kinda seems empty but, yanno, I was kinda already use to that because he use to work at nights from Wednesdays-Saturdays. But, without him, my parents talk about him constantly. I really don't care but it's really annoying. "Oh Tu never did that", "Oh poor him he has to pay everything by himself", "Let me go deposit some money for him!". Frankly, that's his problem, he chosed to move out, my parents try to stop him. So, why they so worried about him when he chosed to do that? Ah well.
Well here are the colleges I want to go to:
-University of Central FL
-University of FL
Mostly likely, I'm going to be ending up at UCF. UF..that's for crazy mofos who make 1400's on their SAT's. (no offense) Heh.
Oh yeah, as some of you guys already know, Florida was hit by Hurricane Charley ( we missed 1 week of school bc of power outages and debris cleanup ) But now, Hurricane Frances is coming to town! & we have another day of school off. Hmm, with the pace my senior year is going, I don't think class of 2005 is going to graduate until June! Either that or we won't get Winter Break or Spring Break, sucks.
I wonder if anyone still does read my journal? I never update :P
Many things have happened over my summer course.
What can I say, I guess I've grown from them? I got to see a little bit of my options but I'm still confused what I really want in life. I think I should just let destiny take its course. I shouldn't plan anything in the "love" department because I don't want someone to tell me what I want in the future, I just want to let things happen as we go.
I got my car, surprisingly.. I'm still kinda surprised I have that car ha ha! I got it quicker than my brother did, no fusses liek my brother had to go through, & the car was more expensive than my brothers. I am quite fascinated how I did that, lol.
But now, here comes the REAL growing up part. I have to get a job, help pay insurance, take SAT's this October (which I hope to get a high score so I can start applying for colleges :T), try to keep up with my work in school while trying to live my last teen days (?) I don't know how to put that.
Recently, my brother has moved out for college. I was sad & miss him because he moved out, me and him were pretty close even though we had our bad times. House kinda seems empty but, yanno, I was kinda already use to that because he use to work at nights from Wednesdays-Saturdays. But, without him, my parents talk about him constantly. I really don't care but it's really annoying. "Oh Tu never did that", "Oh poor him he has to pay everything by himself", "Let me go deposit some money for him!". Frankly, that's his problem, he chosed to move out, my parents try to stop him. So, why they so worried about him when he chosed to do that? Ah well.
Well here are the colleges I want to go to:
-University of Central FL
-University of FL
Mostly likely, I'm going to be ending up at UCF. UF..that's for crazy mofos who make 1400's on their SAT's. (no offense) Heh.
Oh yeah, as some of you guys already know, Florida was hit by Hurricane Charley ( we missed 1 week of school bc of power outages and debris cleanup ) But now, Hurricane Frances is coming to town! & we have another day of school off. Hmm, with the pace my senior year is going, I don't think class of 2005 is going to graduate until June! Either that or we won't get Winter Break or Spring Break, sucks.
I wonder if anyone still does read my journal? I never update :P