The Haunting Update
Since I've been in California, I have noticed a distinct change in my mood and my thought processes.
I do not think of Aunt Tudi 24/7 like I was doing. When I do, they are good memories, and I am sharing those with the Mother Unit.
It's not like I don't have my moments. I still envision her dying, but it's only happened a couple of times in the past two weeks.
My sleep isn't much better, but at least I can sleep a little each night.
This is the first time in two years that I've felt that everything was going to be alright.
I do not think of Aunt Tudi 24/7 like I was doing. When I do, they are good memories, and I am sharing those with the Mother Unit.
It's not like I don't have my moments. I still envision her dying, but it's only happened a couple of times in the past two weeks.
My sleep isn't much better, but at least I can sleep a little each night.
This is the first time in two years that I've felt that everything was going to be alright.