A dream I had...
I’m retyping this whole entry because the internet messed up and wouldn’t let me go back to the page which I just finished typing. Well I won’t go any further into how much I hate it when the journal does that. Here is the dream I had yesterday, which was Sunday the 21st ( just a reminder to myself).
It was the night of a dance, perhaps even a concert. We were getting ready to go on the bus (I don’t know why). As my date(*****) and I boarded the bus, I noticed there were McMain people on there, including Hoa and Manzel. I walked towards the back to sit with them. My date and I were talking until some guys started boarding ( I believe they were all fro Mc Main). Then a few moments later, my first crush came up the steps apparently walking towards his friends. All I could manage to say as he passed was a simple “hi” and in reply, he slightly nodded and smiled in the way he always does. I kept talking to ***** on the bus ride, and it seems as though the group of guys near us did not have any affect on me because I was too busy giggling and talking with my date.
After awhile, I find myself in a new place, a little scarier and quieter. The setting? A quiet, dark, open moor. The weather was really cold but seem to have no affect on my crush and I. Jeff and Hoa was totally covered from head to toe. At first my crush and I were playing a game of some sort, where we throw things to Jeff and Hoa. Then my crush just decided to stand in his place and watch me. As odd as it is, having him stare didn’t affect me at all, as a matter of fact, I seemed to have enjoyed it. So I continued throwing the things to Hoa and Jeff. Then all of a sudden, Jeff and Hoa disappeared, as if they were never there. My crush and I just started talking, and as always before, we really connected.
A little it later there was another change of events. This time I was unclear who the other people in the scene were, but I’m sure of one thing, one of those people was indeed someone I like( the feeling is all I’m basing this on). Again, the setting was night time, in a small room. It occurred to me that this was some sort of judgment day . Almost everyone disappeared in the scene except for a few including me and the person I mentioned earlier in this scene. Although this was supposed to be a scary thought, judgment day and all, I seem to not be affected. I did everything Death asked for us to do( I think I even took my clothes off to give, don’t ask me to explain this). For some reason, as long as the person( someone I felt close to) was with me I was not scared.
At the end of the dream, I find myself in an anomalous space, lost, confused, cold, and alone. I thought to myself, “ Am I the only one who survived, or was I the only one who did not survive because of my being not afraid of death?”. Either way, I did not like that feeling at all, but in the dream itself, I can only describe myself as being a mere manikin, or perhaps a puppet without a soul.
**I am half scared half confused about this dream, but I will update on any more dreams I have because it might help me in the future. PS. : ***** does not necessarily represent the number of letter in that person’s name.**
It was the night of a dance, perhaps even a concert. We were getting ready to go on the bus (I don’t know why). As my date(*****) and I boarded the bus, I noticed there were McMain people on there, including Hoa and Manzel. I walked towards the back to sit with them. My date and I were talking until some guys started boarding ( I believe they were all fro Mc Main). Then a few moments later, my first crush came up the steps apparently walking towards his friends. All I could manage to say as he passed was a simple “hi” and in reply, he slightly nodded and smiled in the way he always does. I kept talking to ***** on the bus ride, and it seems as though the group of guys near us did not have any affect on me because I was too busy giggling and talking with my date.
After awhile, I find myself in a new place, a little scarier and quieter. The setting? A quiet, dark, open moor. The weather was really cold but seem to have no affect on my crush and I. Jeff and Hoa was totally covered from head to toe. At first my crush and I were playing a game of some sort, where we throw things to Jeff and Hoa. Then my crush just decided to stand in his place and watch me. As odd as it is, having him stare didn’t affect me at all, as a matter of fact, I seemed to have enjoyed it. So I continued throwing the things to Hoa and Jeff. Then all of a sudden, Jeff and Hoa disappeared, as if they were never there. My crush and I just started talking, and as always before, we really connected.
A little it later there was another change of events. This time I was unclear who the other people in the scene were, but I’m sure of one thing, one of those people was indeed someone I like( the feeling is all I’m basing this on). Again, the setting was night time, in a small room. It occurred to me that this was some sort of judgment day . Almost everyone disappeared in the scene except for a few including me and the person I mentioned earlier in this scene. Although this was supposed to be a scary thought, judgment day and all, I seem to not be affected. I did everything Death asked for us to do( I think I even took my clothes off to give, don’t ask me to explain this). For some reason, as long as the person( someone I felt close to) was with me I was not scared.
At the end of the dream, I find myself in an anomalous space, lost, confused, cold, and alone. I thought to myself, “ Am I the only one who survived, or was I the only one who did not survive because of my being not afraid of death?”. Either way, I did not like that feeling at all, but in the dream itself, I can only describe myself as being a mere manikin, or perhaps a puppet without a soul.
**I am half scared half confused about this dream, but I will update on any more dreams I have because it might help me in the future. PS. : ***** does not necessarily represent the number of letter in that person’s name.**