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'JC? Oh, JC. Right. I hated JC. I didn't do anything that I truly thoroughly enjoyed, didn't do anything that actually made me completely fulfilled and like I was actually doing something. In RG before that GB was everything that mattered but in JC it was just like, meh. I went through the motions every day because there was nothing for me to look forward to every week, because I hardly went for Arrow because I wasn't allowed. I had to practically beg and go through an internal ordeal in my head every time I wanted to go for Arrow because it was just that hard to even try to go. And most people have church or CCA to look forward to and Press did get a lot better especially in J2 when I joined exco, but every time I think about why I'm in Press in the first place I realise it was for such a pathetic reason, because I somehow, stupidly, thought that if I joined a slacker CCA I'd have more time to study, and I'd be allowed to go for Arrow more often. Obviously I was wrong, and I missed out on the chance to join a CCA I actually wanted to and would find fulfillment in, and I barely went for Arrow so I didn't get to develop any of those friendships. I don't know what I was doing in JC, to be honest.'
'JC? Oh yea, JC. JC was one of the best times of my life. I didn't have a good CCA cos I didn't want to spoil my chances of going for Arrow every week, but in the end it didn't even make a difference because church was all that truly mattered in JC and I went all the time. Of course studies were important especially in J2 cos of A's, but studying got so much better and easier knowing that there was something to look forward to every week, and resting in the knowledge that I would be refreshed of every week that Jesus is there by my side and helping me. JC was good. I had strong kingdom friendships, good results, and I actually felt like I was being filled - not just by God, but by everything around me that I truly enjoyed doing. I loved JC.'
I really have enough of this and I am extremely tired
'For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways,
And My thoughts than your thoughts.'
Isaiah 55:9
Knowing this helps
'JC? Oh yea, JC. JC was one of the best times of my life. I didn't have a good CCA cos I didn't want to spoil my chances of going for Arrow every week, but in the end it didn't even make a difference because church was all that truly mattered in JC and I went all the time. Of course studies were important especially in J2 cos of A's, but studying got so much better and easier knowing that there was something to look forward to every week, and resting in the knowledge that I would be refreshed of every week that Jesus is there by my side and helping me. JC was good. I had strong kingdom friendships, good results, and I actually felt like I was being filled - not just by God, but by everything around me that I truly enjoyed doing. I loved JC.'
I really have enough of this and I am extremely tired
'For as the heavens are higher than the earth,
So are My ways higher than your ways,
And My thoughts than your thoughts.'
Isaiah 55:9
Knowing this helps