Fight the tears inside
I'm reading through my DISC personality test that we did last year and I am actually kinda freaked out at how accurate it is. I guess it's good to revise my knowledge of my strengths and what I can do, especially in teamwork-heavy areas such as PW.
In all my graphs my I is the highest - my Influence is the highest and I guess that's a good thing; thank God for that :) Apparently I am a Persuader.
And this is what my 'General Characteristics' are:
- Enthusiastic and Innovative
- Trusting; Optimistic
- Persuasive; Talkative
- Competing for Recognition
The last point is actually something that I really don't like about myself - I hate how I always want to do things not just because I love it, but also because I would like some form of credit and recognition for what I do. Yes, I primarily do things out of love for it and I would never ever do anything that I hate just to get recognition, but I always desire credit for what I've done because I think that yes, I have done a good job - I deserve some credit for this. That is something I just don't like because it comes across as someone who is somewhat repulsive and just power-hungry. I mean I know that's not what I am but it kinda annoys me that I want credit in all that I do and I really am trying to change that.
Also, under 'Possible Weaknesses':
- Overuses gestures and facial expressions
HAHA is that too true or what, you know I raise my left eyebrow even when I tie my hair and I didn't even know that until Pris pointed it out to me that day.
'Greatest Fear':
- Rejection and loss of influence
That is another bit of myself that I totally don't like - I hate how afraid of rejection from the people around me I am. I know that's not good and I shouldn't be so focused on that but sometimes a little thing that someone says can really offend me even though it might not have been meant to hurt me, because I am so afraid that that person doesn't like me anymore or something and it's so dreadful how that is what I am most afraid of.
Careers (I'll just list out a few):
Best match (I Style):
Actor
Comedian (hahahah this is really why Grace put my occupation as Stand-Up Comedian on my fanpage)
Interior decorator (this is what I am going to do when I am bored in the future!)
Close match (D style):
Director
Federal agent (HAHA)
Journalist
Lawyer
I guess it's just my personality type to be happy with my personality type haha, I hope that kinda makes sense. The entire stack of paper described me almost word-for-word, and I guess it's time I take the things it says I have to improve on into consideration and ask God for help in these areas :)
In all my graphs my I is the highest - my Influence is the highest and I guess that's a good thing; thank God for that :) Apparently I am a Persuader.
And this is what my 'General Characteristics' are:
- Enthusiastic and Innovative
- Trusting; Optimistic
- Persuasive; Talkative
- Competing for Recognition
The last point is actually something that I really don't like about myself - I hate how I always want to do things not just because I love it, but also because I would like some form of credit and recognition for what I do. Yes, I primarily do things out of love for it and I would never ever do anything that I hate just to get recognition, but I always desire credit for what I've done because I think that yes, I have done a good job - I deserve some credit for this. That is something I just don't like because it comes across as someone who is somewhat repulsive and just power-hungry. I mean I know that's not what I am but it kinda annoys me that I want credit in all that I do and I really am trying to change that.
Also, under 'Possible Weaknesses':
- Overuses gestures and facial expressions
HAHA is that too true or what, you know I raise my left eyebrow even when I tie my hair and I didn't even know that until Pris pointed it out to me that day.
'Greatest Fear':
- Rejection and loss of influence
That is another bit of myself that I totally don't like - I hate how afraid of rejection from the people around me I am. I know that's not good and I shouldn't be so focused on that but sometimes a little thing that someone says can really offend me even though it might not have been meant to hurt me, because I am so afraid that that person doesn't like me anymore or something and it's so dreadful how that is what I am most afraid of.
Careers (I'll just list out a few):
Best match (I Style):
Actor
Comedian (hahahah this is really why Grace put my occupation as Stand-Up Comedian on my fanpage)
Interior decorator (this is what I am going to do when I am bored in the future!)
Close match (D style):
Director
Federal agent (HAHA)
Journalist
Lawyer
I guess it's just my personality type to be happy with my personality type haha, I hope that kinda makes sense. The entire stack of paper described me almost word-for-word, and I guess it's time I take the things it says I have to improve on into consideration and ask God for help in these areas :)