just realise..
SUMMARY
Heechul never realised that when hankyung left..it will left such a big impact to him...
PART I - TEARS
I never thought that your leave will make me so miserable..but in first place..it never occurred to me that you will leave me
Hankyung...
Why you never said anything?
Aren't we close?
Aren't we best fiends?
What did I do wrong?
Why you never said anything?
Am I the only one who think you as my best friend..special friend? there is no one like you..not donghae..not siwon..not hongki..not jay, jungmo or any other friends that I have..
you..You are special..I don't why...but when there's you..i..i become myself..n happy
But.., is I'm the only one to think like that?
yesterday..you still the same..although a little bit odd..but I just though maybe you homesickness..But when I woke up and try to find you..you already left without said or left anything..
i only knew about your left when the company informed me..
When the rest of the band member asked me..I just stared at them blankly..don't know what to say..actually..that time my mind went blank...why did u left..why did u never said anything?
questions about your leaving keep coming but i don't have the answer..i don't know even though i'm the one who claim you as my best friend..i'm the one who always spends the most time with you..
but right now..on that time..
i'm the one who doesn't know anything..
suddenly..
tears flowing
YA...I'm KIM HEE CHUL!!
I've never cries or try not to cry in front other but right now..tears keeps flowing like there's no tomorrow..
suju member..
teukie,
siwon,
donghae,
yesung
ryewook,
kyuhyun,
eunhyuk,
shindong,
sungmin ,
all of the gasped..shocked..
they never thought that KIM HEE CHUL would cry..
slowly..teukie approch me..so did donghae..hug me and say..
"It's ok..i'ts gonna be ok! Just cry all u want.."
hearing that..i sobbed and sobbed and cry until my eyes gone puffy and red and until there's more tears coming down..
YA hankyung.......!!!!!!!!!!!!
How dare u to make I..KIM HEE CHUl cries...how dare u...how....
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PART 2 - ISOLATION
that day when you left..seems to pass slowly..
your left took away my mood..my happiness..my energy..my EVERyTHING...
i tries to reach for you but my not even once i success to reach for you...
why?
Why hankyung?
do u hate me that u never want to keep in touch with me again?
why?
i still don't understand?
it just seem that all the years that we have been living together, spent and laugh together seems meaningless..
Am I not mean anything to you?
Am I not you best friend?
All this question keeps popping out my mind..and every second without you...happiness have gone away from my life..
the KIM HEE CHUL that once talkative is now gone...
i don't know what to say anymore..
my life after your left is not worth anymore..
i isolated myself from others..shun in my room..in my bed and keep thinking..what did i do wrong?
hankyung..please tell me..please...please..
the member try to console me..
sungmin that awkward with me after that 'kiss incident' too try to cheer me up..
but i never said anything..
as I like have lost the ability to speak..
You..hankyung..are the one who take it away...
Oh..I never realised that you left will leave big impact to me..will damage me this much...
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comments are appreciate...please tell me if you want me to continue..
or..
i can stop it right here
Heechul never realised that when hankyung left..it will left such a big impact to him...
PART I - TEARS
I never thought that your leave will make me so miserable..but in first place..it never occurred to me that you will leave me
Hankyung...
Why you never said anything?
Aren't we close?
Aren't we best fiends?
What did I do wrong?
Why you never said anything?
Am I the only one who think you as my best friend..special friend? there is no one like you..not donghae..not siwon..not hongki..not jay, jungmo or any other friends that I have..
you..You are special..I don't why...but when there's you..i..i become myself..n happy
But.., is I'm the only one to think like that?
yesterday..you still the same..although a little bit odd..but I just though maybe you homesickness..But when I woke up and try to find you..you already left without said or left anything..
i only knew about your left when the company informed me..
When the rest of the band member asked me..I just stared at them blankly..don't know what to say..actually..that time my mind went blank...why did u left..why did u never said anything?
questions about your leaving keep coming but i don't have the answer..i don't know even though i'm the one who claim you as my best friend..i'm the one who always spends the most time with you..
but right now..on that time..
i'm the one who doesn't know anything..
suddenly..
tears flowing
YA...I'm KIM HEE CHUL!!
I've never cries or try not to cry in front other but right now..tears keeps flowing like there's no tomorrow..
suju member..
teukie,
siwon,
donghae,
yesung
ryewook,
kyuhyun,
eunhyuk,
shindong,
sungmin ,
all of the gasped..shocked..
they never thought that KIM HEE CHUL would cry..
slowly..teukie approch me..so did donghae..hug me and say..
"It's ok..i'ts gonna be ok! Just cry all u want.."
hearing that..i sobbed and sobbed and cry until my eyes gone puffy and red and until there's more tears coming down..
YA hankyung.......!!!!!!!!!!!!
How dare u to make I..KIM HEE CHUl cries...how dare u...how....
.................................................................................................................................................................................................
PART 2 - ISOLATION
that day when you left..seems to pass slowly..
your left took away my mood..my happiness..my energy..my EVERyTHING...
i tries to reach for you but my not even once i success to reach for you...
why?
Why hankyung?
do u hate me that u never want to keep in touch with me again?
why?
i still don't understand?
it just seem that all the years that we have been living together, spent and laugh together seems meaningless..
Am I not mean anything to you?
Am I not you best friend?
All this question keeps popping out my mind..and every second without you...happiness have gone away from my life..
the KIM HEE CHUL that once talkative is now gone...
i don't know what to say anymore..
my life after your left is not worth anymore..
i isolated myself from others..shun in my room..in my bed and keep thinking..what did i do wrong?
hankyung..please tell me..please...please..
the member try to console me..
sungmin that awkward with me after that 'kiss incident' too try to cheer me up..
but i never said anything..
as I like have lost the ability to speak..
You..hankyung..are the one who take it away...
Oh..I never realised that you left will leave big impact to me..will damage me this much...
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comments are appreciate...please tell me if you want me to continue..
or..
i can stop it right here