It funny isn't it....

Apr 13, 2008 07:45

You think you have a friend... a friend you can trust.
And suddenly that friend wont answer on phone calls, messages. Suddenly that friend just disappears.
I mean; you THINK that friend disappears.
But then you find out that the "friend" haven't disappeared anywhere. "Friend" just won't want to anwser to the phone, cause the "friend" has done something what that person shouldn't have done. "Friend" had let "friends" own friend down.
And now the "friend" thinks that only way to deal with it, is to keep avoiding situations, where "friend" should tell to "friends" friend why exactly the "friend" has done what the "friend" has done.

Sounds stupid, doesn't it?

At least to me it does... Why the fuck do you even call me a friend if you can't even pick up the phone and talk with me? Have you ever thought, that maybe I would understand? Maybe I would say: "Okay... If you still keep your promises?"
Well... now it's too late, I think. How could I ever trust you, if this is all I get? Lies, lies and oh! Look... MORE LIES! That is just stupid, childish and rude.

You think you can run away from it, but sooner or later, it will catch you. And then... Then you're screwed. Sorry to say this, but I warned you before.

Don't
fuck
with
me!

This isn't any kinda play what you're playing all by yourself. You cannot just keep hurting people and acting nice at the same time. Some day they will find out what kind of person you really are... and if this is the real you, I don't think I wanna know anymore anything about you.

So if this is all you can do for friends, then all I have to say is:

Give me my moneys back (it seems that you have money, cause you can travel), and get the fuck out of my life.

Or you can always call me and try to get the friendship back. It might take awhile, but if even little things what you have said is true, I think it's worth of trying.. Don't you think?

And one more thing..... try, oh please TRY, not to lie to me. Cause I never have believed in your lies. I know you might think that I believe everything you say, but if you would just know how many times I've just said "Yeah yeah, really?" only cause I wanted to friendly.....

So at once in your life, be honest! And answer to the fucking phone! >__>;; You know, when it rings, you take it to your hand, push the little button and then listen to what somebody is trying to say......... Got it? Hontôka? It might hurt, of course, but it won't kill you..

(I'm not the only one who has tried to call you, you know...)

Yeah yeah.... I know, I'll shut up now. I didn't want to write this, but... You made me, don't try to put the blame on me. And be happy that I didn't use your name, or tell other things you don't wanna all people to know.

~Tinga~
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