Lyric Playtime
001.How do you give me so much pleasure;
How do you give me so much pain?
002.I've got a good mind to throw it all way;
After all, what is it worth?
003.I cried out with no reply and I can't feel you by my side;
So I'll hold tight to what I know, you're here and I'm never alone.
004.Waste all your time with me
I know I'm a mess right now
Don't give up in me, I'd wait it out for you.
005.I know I need you
I know myself
Come on and say the things your heart has felt but words can't tell.
006.All that I feel is the realness I'm faking;
Taking my time but it's time that I'm wasting.
007.Is it bright where you are? Have the people changed?
Does it make you happy you're so strange?
008.And just to soften the blow, I'll steal all of your kisses;
And sew them up in the creases of our hearts.
009.'Cause I can almost breathe the air, right around my fingertips;
I'll turn around and pick up the pieces.
010.Come break me down
Bury me, bury me
I am finished with you.
011.And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad;
The dreams in which I'm dying are the best I've ever had.
012.Am I the reason you breathe
Or am I the reason you cry?
013.This is the last time I'll abandon you and this is the last time I'll forget you;
I wish I could.
014.Decisions to decisions are made and not bought;
But I thought this wouldn't hurt a lot, I guess not.
015.Love hurts, but sometimes it's a good hurt;
And it feels like I'm alive.
016.Can't count through all the lovers I've burned through;
So why do I still burn for you? I can't say.
017.Into the night I wander, it's morning that I dread;
Another day of knowing of the path I fear to tread.
018.I seem to lose the power of speech
You're slipping slowly from my reach;
You grow me like an evergreen
You've never seen the lonely me at all.
019.One of these days you'll miss your train and come stay with me
We'll have drinks and talk about things;
Any excuse to stay awake with you.
020.I'm sorry for what I did, I did what my body told me to;
I didn't mean to do you harm, every time I pin down what I think I want, it slips away.
021.I used to adore you
I couldn't control you;
There was nothing I wouldn't do to keep myself around and close to you.
022.You know that every time I try to go where I really want to be;
It's already where I am, 'cause I'm already there.
023.You've been the only thing that's right;
In all I've done.
024.So what?
I lied, I lie to me too.
025.I am a hostage to my own humanity;
Self-detained and forced to live in this mess I've made.
026.I'm running down highways 'til I see your face;
I just need to see you now, I don't care about anything else.
027.The truth hurts so bad, wouldn't you say, so why tell it?
If ignorance is bliss, I'm in heaven now.
028.I keep asking myself, wondering how;
I keep closing my eyes, but I can't block you out.
029.You're awful;
I love you!
030.I'm alright, it's just tonight, I can't play the part;
I'm alright, it's alright, it's just a broken heart...
031.Your heart is cold, your soul is numb;
You don't like who you've become.
032.I know you don't love me, you know I don't care;
Keep it hidden better, did I say the world was fair?
033.And then I wonder who I am
Without the warm touch of your hand.
034.You may not believe in me, but I believe in you;
I still take the trash out, does that make me too normal for you?
035.You know I can be there, it's time that you call;
I swore not to come, but I'm here after all.
036.This mood of yours is temporary, it seems worth the wait to see you smile again;
Out of the corner of your eye won't be the only way you're looking at me then.
037. You should try not to be so courageous;
These dismal moods have become contagious.
038.Save me from this hopelessness, talk some sense into this head, help stop this endless SOS.
039.Fear of the dark, fear of the dark;
I have a constant fear that something's near.
040.You get no respect, you get no relief;
You gotta speak up, and yell out your piece.
041.How much is real? So much to question;
An epidemic of the mannequins, contaminating everything.
042.It's a crime you let it happen to me;
Never mind, I'll let it happen to you.
043.If I turn into another;
Dig me up from under what is covering the better part of me.
044.There's that smile again, you fake it and I follow right in;
What a fool I've been to fall for it each time.
045.And you play it coy, but it's kinda cute;
Oh, when you smile at me, you know exactly what you do.
046.I just want to know what is real;
Give me earthquakes and heartaches.
047.I wonder what you're doing, imagine where you are;
There's oceans in between us, but that's not very far.
048.I'd be crazy not to follow, follow where you lead;
Your eyes, they turn me.
049.You choked off the surest of favors;
But if you really loved me, you would've endured my world.
050.How do you find the words to say goodbye?