nothing stands between us here, and i wont be denied.
"If I should die this very moment I wouldn't fear for I've never known completeness like being here, wrapped up in the warmth of you, loving every breath of you. Why live life from dream to dream and dread the day when dreaming ends?"
casey slept over last night. it was the most fun i have had in awhile because us together = retarded crazy shit. we died at everything we said, online and in person. she is one spiffy chick sometimes. she dressed me up like a whore. that was fun. except for the push up bra killed my boobs. she left like at noon or something. then i slept. then i was going to go to the development but people like to not take showers. so i was stuck home. ew. def hate when that happens.
so i went shopping with my rents and sister and stuff. it sucked.
went into zumiez to see devin but he had like 46511684 other cute zumiez guys around him so i got shy and didnt say hi. it kind of made me sad. plus i didnt even get anything at the mall. bummer.
i came home and talked to shannon and she kind of cheered me up. shes a nice chick. talking to justin now.
ugh my rents are annoying me.
im about to kill my sister also.
im sick of not knowing.
im sick of waiting.
im sick of the time im aloud to use the phone until dropping every week.
im sick of my rents getting meaner and meaner.
im sick of my dad either being sick or hurting himself and wanting sympathy.
im sick of it being my time of the month. even though i have one more day. not that you all want to know.
im sick of my body feeling sick when im not. maybe i should drink more water.
im sick of having to drive to fucking coxsackie every morning.
im sick of josh only saying "idk, and y" online.
im sick of not getting anything at the mall.
im sick of these cookies sitting infront of me and me knowing i cant eat them...
too bad.
im eating one.
yep i ate one.
listening to brand new. the cd is scratched so it will skip. and i will get pissed off.
i took a shower today but im gonna take another one.
Im sinking like a stone in the sea. Im burning like a bridge for your body.
I AM IN LOVE WITH BRAND NEW.
casey slept over last night. it was the most fun i have had in awhile because us together = retarded crazy shit. we died at everything we said, online and in person. she is one spiffy chick sometimes. she dressed me up like a whore. that was fun. except for the push up bra killed my boobs. she left like at noon or something. then i slept. then i was going to go to the development but people like to not take showers. so i was stuck home. ew. def hate when that happens.
so i went shopping with my rents and sister and stuff. it sucked.
went into zumiez to see devin but he had like 46511684 other cute zumiez guys around him so i got shy and didnt say hi. it kind of made me sad. plus i didnt even get anything at the mall. bummer.
i came home and talked to shannon and she kind of cheered me up. shes a nice chick. talking to justin now.
ugh my rents are annoying me.
im about to kill my sister also.
im sick of not knowing.
im sick of waiting.
im sick of the time im aloud to use the phone until dropping every week.
im sick of my rents getting meaner and meaner.
im sick of my dad either being sick or hurting himself and wanting sympathy.
im sick of it being my time of the month. even though i have one more day. not that you all want to know.
im sick of my body feeling sick when im not. maybe i should drink more water.
im sick of having to drive to fucking coxsackie every morning.
im sick of josh only saying "idk, and y" online.
im sick of not getting anything at the mall.
im sick of these cookies sitting infront of me and me knowing i cant eat them...
too bad.
im eating one.
yep i ate one.
listening to brand new. the cd is scratched so it will skip. and i will get pissed off.
i took a shower today but im gonna take another one.
Im sinking like a stone in the sea. Im burning like a bridge for your body.
I AM IN LOVE WITH BRAND NEW.