:(
cale, who's been with my family for 15 years(since i was 1) is gone.
he's worked with our famiy as long as i can remember
and was like a another son to my dad
this morning my dad went over to his house because he didnt show up at work
knowing he's had depression problems
and he goes into the garage with cale's wife
and they see him laying on the floor shot gun in hand
he shot himself in the mouth
they had to freaking push their daughter back not to see
i just don't understand
i wish i would've known so i could've helped him
i miss him
and...this is just hard
i love you cale
:(
i feel so awful
my dad's in tears
and that's not normal
he's worked with our famiy as long as i can remember
and was like a another son to my dad
this morning my dad went over to his house because he didnt show up at work
knowing he's had depression problems
and he goes into the garage with cale's wife
and they see him laying on the floor shot gun in hand
he shot himself in the mouth
they had to freaking push their daughter back not to see
i just don't understand
i wish i would've known so i could've helped him
i miss him
and...this is just hard
i love you cale
:(
i feel so awful
my dad's in tears
and that's not normal