you put on quite a show... really had me goin....
hmmmm... where to start? Things are goin alright for me i guess. Few bumps in the road but hopefully everything will smooth out.
I met this guy... Thought he was absolutely amazing and wanted to spend every second of every day with him. But since when do things go the way i want? After knowing him for only 2 days we decided to date (YAY) and after that i was with him every day, I had so much fun, i dont think i've been that happy in a lonnnng time. But of course things came to a stop. Out of no where he breaks up with me and doesn't really give me a reason besides he's not over his ex... OUCH. But he explains to me that he wants to still hang out go on dates and see what happens. Since then things haven't been that great. He's hot and cold, one minute he seems like he wants to be with me, the next he flips out. I dont effin know what to do. He gets so jealous if i even mention another guy so i know he somewhat cares, but why is he puttin me through this? It's like i just wanna forget about him and not talk to him anymore but as soon as he texts me or calls me i can't say no. *sigh* I wish i knew what to do. Im probably gonna get hurt in the long run, but i just try not to think about it. Ok enough with Ray.
Other than all that im done with my eye surgeries for the time being. I went back to the doctors the other day, my left eye is better than my right eye and he wants to do more surgeries so it's perfected. But i can't afford it right now so he said if im ok with the fact that it's not completely perfect he'll let me go. He wants to see me in a month to see how things are goin and to make sure it doesn't get worse, so hopefully it doesn't. One good thing is he said even in a year if i decide i wanna see better he'll still be able to do it, so i dont have a time limit on this one which is always good. Im just so tired of the eye surgeries, i can't deal with anymore, i've had 5 within one month, that is way too much for me. I need a break. Anyways that's my update for now. Hope everyone else has a great day!
I met this guy... Thought he was absolutely amazing and wanted to spend every second of every day with him. But since when do things go the way i want? After knowing him for only 2 days we decided to date (YAY) and after that i was with him every day, I had so much fun, i dont think i've been that happy in a lonnnng time. But of course things came to a stop. Out of no where he breaks up with me and doesn't really give me a reason besides he's not over his ex... OUCH. But he explains to me that he wants to still hang out go on dates and see what happens. Since then things haven't been that great. He's hot and cold, one minute he seems like he wants to be with me, the next he flips out. I dont effin know what to do. He gets so jealous if i even mention another guy so i know he somewhat cares, but why is he puttin me through this? It's like i just wanna forget about him and not talk to him anymore but as soon as he texts me or calls me i can't say no. *sigh* I wish i knew what to do. Im probably gonna get hurt in the long run, but i just try not to think about it. Ok enough with Ray.
Other than all that im done with my eye surgeries for the time being. I went back to the doctors the other day, my left eye is better than my right eye and he wants to do more surgeries so it's perfected. But i can't afford it right now so he said if im ok with the fact that it's not completely perfect he'll let me go. He wants to see me in a month to see how things are goin and to make sure it doesn't get worse, so hopefully it doesn't. One good thing is he said even in a year if i decide i wanna see better he'll still be able to do it, so i dont have a time limit on this one which is always good. Im just so tired of the eye surgeries, i can't deal with anymore, i've had 5 within one month, that is way too much for me. I need a break. Anyways that's my update for now. Hope everyone else has a great day!