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ive been sitting here for 10 mins trying to put what im thinking into words and not trying to sound so mean. im discusted wiht ppl. basically. saying shit, never being able to keep a secret when i trusted you. and yet i never confront ppl, i let it build up and forget about it, thinking "oh they will change", not possable. i cant trust any person who i thought i cud, i used to be so close to ppl and there slowly fading. it sux when u see a person and u have absolutly nothing to say to them anymore. i dont want to be mean by any regards...its just nothing, im blank. i trust 2 people in this world, so if ur reading this the odds are ur not one of them. and its not because of something silly, its because i gave you something and u let it go. it breaks my heart that it has to be that way, but how am i suppose to forget shit that u have said about me and im not even suppose to know it, so i cant even tell anyone. im so sad.
and i hate him the worst. fuck you. ill never forget and this was the last time i will ever even glance your way.