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I lose my way, and its not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry, because I know that’s weakness in your eyes
I’m forced to fake a smile, a laugh, every day of my life
My heart can’t possibly break, when it wasn’t even whole to start with
i hate pretending to be this person that im not. always smiling and laughing, when inside im crying and so upset all the time. i wish i didnt have to pretend, but im not who ppl think i am all the time. there is more to me, and no one understands it, and im done
i dont wanna hide nemore*