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Being that person someone wants you to be,
is truely the hardest thing for me.
People always see the happy girl, the one with the smile,
but deep inside that smile eventually fades a while after a while.
Putting on the hopeful front, the act that seems so real,
this is not who i actually am, this is not how i feel.
I am not always laughing, and this is not my real smile,
instead this is my crying and going through denial.
I am dying on the inside, and pretending on the surface,
i am doing this for a reason i am doing this for a purpose.
YOU just dont understand me, and YOU just dont seem to care,
but i know things have changed, and i know they just dont seem fair.
Life can be unexpected, and bad more times then good,
but i want you to know that i am trying,
sometimes i feel more then i shud.