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WHY do i do this to myself, over and over again. Getting myself more and more confused and buried in the hole that i call my life.
I dont kno what to think or what to beileve, when things get outta control and at the time u just dont stop it, and u just dont care. And then u wake up the next morning and u dont wanna be that person, and u think who was that girl.
I wish i could be stronger so i could resist what i want so bad.
Its the feeling thats always there no matter what.
And that nite i coudlnt hold back.
I wish i knew what happened from YOU and not hear it from other ppl, i thought i cud trust you but you always find a way to disappoint me, and hurt me so bad, i need to get away from you
So wear me like a locket around your throat, ill weight you down ill watch u choke